i miss u even more...

i miss u too much..

it's tearing me apart....

u and i know what is going on....

but yes, i believe in you...

and i want to hold your hands to walk this road together...

though we're bound to fall again....

but let us fall together and picked each other up and continue walking this journey

dun let go of these hands of mine and leave me on the ground....

totally blackened by the darkness without a shimmer of your light of guidance...

it will hurt me for saying what i said the other day

it'll hurt me more if we had to walk our separate ways....

thank you for not giving up on Jasmin Liew...

most importantly, thank u for not giving up on US....

i love you up till today.....

and i will continue loving u till the day u say u DON'T LOVE ME anymore...

ps : i still have our picture together as my phone wallpaper. please dun stop loving me

i miss them...

all in all..... i miss college......

cha cha , if u're reading this, I MISS U BABE....

i miss u even more when u find me online....

u're the reason why i posted this....

proud la hor.....

i love them and him too..... paiseh paiseh

my mom will always come first in my heart ~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE~

my two kiddos that i love and hate at the same time... i love them being so carefree all the time.. i hate them when they throw tantrums and dirty the house...


loved, love, and will love these chicks for life because they were my punching bags and tissues when i need them

*** he is the king of my HEART***

he might be skinny but i like his side features... the nose very errrm.... very Caucasean like... me likey... woots... i know i know.. he's perfect to me !!!

*** i think of u and u think of me (how sweet)***

***putting on a smile when i see you but failed... why arr???***

***u are still my sunshine in the rain which brightens up my day***

the many hairstyles i had and have and will have....

Back in the days ,

been there, done that no.1 : short uneven hair (bob hair the hairstylist told me, i say bullshit, u agree ? )

been there,done that no.2: just started to perm my hair , so it's short.... (the hairstylist told me my hair will look more and silky, so i said ok ? what do u think ?)

been there, done that no.3 : hair started to grow longer... so it's a longer version of curly hair

been there, done that no.4 : straightened and corn-ed my hair... (the hairstylist told me this will also make my hair look more and straight hair suits me better.. i say hell-yeah u're right girl)

been there, done that no.5 : even with glasses on, i feel good....

been there, done that no.6 : even when it's all messed up, i dun care because i heart my hair...

been there, done that no.7 : tying up my hair in ponytails has never felt this good

currently ,

been there,done that,still doing it no.8 : short and corn-ed (it was the IT thing according to the hairstylist, i say pretty much boooooooo)

future (maybe ???)

who noes ? i'm very unpredictable sometimes....

i'm back for good...

i know u all miss me....

i miss blogging too...

there are so much i wish to blog....

but i din have the motivation to blog...

but now i do....

and the motivation here is my dad...

all i can say is....

i miss u Dad, Mr.Liew Teck Ngai....

u may have left us physically but ur spirit will remain...

i was going thru my photo album...

when i come to this...

i was looking for this picture for so many freaking years....

ever since my papa's death,

this was the picture i was looking for so that i can keep it close at heart

and now i found it..

locked in my mother's drawer...

and the moment i saw this,

i teared up...

i really miss u dad....

rest in peace....

note : yes, this is the oni pic i took with my dad... so it's a long lost treasure i shall not lose again....

and the only time i remember crying out loud and will never forget is the time i talked to woon hang about papa and saw Benjamin showing me his sympathy.. that sad look on my best Guy fren will never be erased from my memory ever...

special thanks for Benjamin for that one moment of pure emotion...

i'm back with ntg intriguing...

i'm back.....

i will not ask if u guys miss me or not....

the truth hurts, ya know ??

hehe.... well the reason why i'm putting up this post is....

i realised i am such a jerk....

dun askme why and what i mean..... just know that i am.....

i will post oni after my finals.....

muax....

ps : my blog aint dead just yet... reviving in no time !!!! stay tuned sugarzz

just when i thought......................

just when i thought......

that life will be a little lenient on lil ol' me.....

here it comes to another disasterous day.....

i shall start with my rant on tuition classes...

remember i said that i told my senior that i wanna stop my F2 class???

i thought he would be finding a replacement for me

and i will be bidding my students bye-bye....

all he did was just talk to the kids...

telling them , dun bully me..... give warning la bla bla...... hope he din scare my students...

arghhhhh CHENG MIN !!!!!!

but we'll see how it goes next week....

just hope my number of students will not decrease.... *fingers crossed till they bleed*

i will feel so so so so guilty if that happens...

if it does happen, can i put the blame on cheng min ?? ngiek ngiek....

nah, it's still my fault and responsibility.....

speaking of cheng min, he's going to Liverpool John Moores in UK for his 3 months training

congrats, u're graduating soon and free from tuition classes lor.....

after u, it will be muah's turn to fly there.....

it's costly but no matter what,

I AM NOT GOING TO LOSE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO SEE THE OUTSIDE WORLD..

and able to get a degree after these 3 months,

who doesn't want this????

i'm lucky because i have seniors who will be telling me what to expect there and etc

so that i'll be all geared up when it's muah's turn... CAN'T WAIT...

countdown to that, 3 more YEARS !!!!!!!!! bahahahaha

and i wan muah's BF to come along...

he said he wanna get his degree locally,

hope he changes his mind....

and i also hope that a few of our coursemates will also go...

it will be freaking lotsa fun...

to have frenz together in a world that is a stranger to us all.....

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now, i'll talk about muah's outing yesterday (23th feb Saturday)

for the very first time after such long long time,

i got to go out for the whole day.... and i truly mean the whole day.... till midnite siut...

we went to mid valley...

believe it or not, i think i have not gone there for almost a year already...

i am not gonna tell the details of what we did on that day...

as usual lor.... eat movie and shop....

but i wanna highlight the climax of the whole story....

it concerns muah's BFFzzzz

who u ask ??? i shall keep it to myself.... (you know who u are)

we had a slight argument... and it results in HER being moody... we're sorry.... sorry,k ??

and then it was time to have our dinner....

as usual i wan them to try shabu shabu in puchong so badly that i said , why not make it tonight ??

then everyone said ok.... with that , we went to fetch another BFF, mr. JJ

while we were at his house... 2 cars waiting (i was driving too, yippy but shhh dun tell muah mom)

suddenly , received a call saying that mr.H is coming along...

being the impatient one and the blur one too...

once he reached, i zoomed... without waiting..... well i did call them to tell them i will be waiting SOMEWHERE

which in turn, i was so afraid to stop and sped off..... SORRY

then in the end, all 3 cars were separated....

and along the road, i was blaming myself.....

why so impatient la ???

why so bad la ????

i know my wrong and i admit it..... ego put aside... i apologise to ALL OF YOU !!

there are alot i wanna let YOU know dear, but haih... u just wont let me...

and i also pity mr.H..... he had to "DO SOMETHING" just to de-stress.....

DEAR (if u really do know who u are) , i hope u will give the poor man a closure to all the miseries u both are going thru....

can't bear to see u both in "SUCH" situation...

there are too many isi tersirat huh ??? haha...

keep on guessing peeps....

rank my outing ?

*3 STARS*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, phrase of the day : STAND UP WHEN STANDING IS ........... oh my i forgot

peace

been so long

speaking of long.....

i have been teaching and carrying the 'teacher' title for more than a year already....

started off as a little private tutor to none other than my own relatives

to a 'licenced' tutor in a tuition centre...

started off with just one class...

ended up with classes every single day wthout fail.....

started off with stress free classes

now, everyday is torment to me.... always complaining to bf always sighing always thinking how to maintain the number of students always finding ways to tickle the students' interest...

tutoring has never occured to me as something stressful...

when i was alot younger, my teacher asked me....

"What is your ambition, Jasmin?"

"Teacher"

when i wa alot younger, i would gather my 'students' , the teddies in front of the mini white board and start scribbling nonsense and asking questions to my 'students' , which leads to no response...

when i was alot younger, i would admire my private tuition teacher who was able to teach me to who i am today....

i see alot of students being tutored day by day but no improvement...

but my private teacher not oni moulded me to who i am today, a teacher,

she created a strong base in language, calculations and science for me....

now that's a true teacher.....

and u know how i was being tutored ???

homework from page 1 to 20...

first mistake, 10 times correction....

same mistake done, 20 x correction...

yet the same mistake, 50 x correction....

again, 100 x correction.....

for english , she used form 4 books to teach... (i was oni in 4th grade)

speaking of professionalism...

now that's a true teacher.....

that was years ago.....

in today's world where kids are being pampered all the time,

can we teachers, especially young ones like me be able to 'torture' the students to perfection ??

NO !!!!!

all i have to do is sabar, 'yan', patient, 'ren'

with their eye-soring antics....

"Teacher, i cannot do ur homework because i have alot of work from school"

"Teacher, i forgot to do la"

"Teacher, i was sick"

and what can i do ?????

"Ok la, do in class..."

" Ok la u do for next week. I want to see next time"

that was what i can oni do with my students : Be PATIENT

tuition centre is worse....

the students are like ur boss because they pay u to teach...

and u as teacher are like their slave, teaching them...

they dun like u ???

they 'sack' u by stop taking ur class......

so what u do as a teacher in centres ??

u 'lick' their shoes and mengampu them.....

i was afraid i'll lose these students....

reason ??

(1) the boss will 'boh song' me

(2) less pay

(3) my reputation as a teacher will be tarnished and i will be labelled as tecaher who keeps on losing students

teaching has always been a bliss to me until now.....

the stress is building up and i never never complained abt tuition in blogs, but look at what i am doing now ?????

i'm slowly moving towards depression....

and i am always not looking forward to classes because it drains me mentally...

mummy always said,

"You're only working for that few hours and already you're complaining dun wan to teach bla bla"

i admit i am L-A-Z-Y

but teaching and being lazy as a person is different

but berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul....

no one can understand the stress i am going thru because they/you just ain't me....

have u had doors slammed onto ur face before by ur 'lovely' students ?

i have...

have u had students putting the white board eraser on top of the ceiling so that you cannot reach it ??

i have....

have u had students opening the doors of ur car when u were about to drive away from work at night when it was fucking dark ??

i have.....

and i had to bear with all these because i am the slave and they are the boss....

after yesterday's class, i told my ex tuition teacher cum senior cum role model cum friend

that i cannot stand it anymore....

i will blame myself if the number of students dwindle.....

so its better to get someone else taking over my class.....

if my boss wanna penalise me for doing that or lecture me for doing that....

i can oni say

I AM SORRY , SIR

if u wanna sack me for doing that

I AM SORRY, SIR

nvm la..... we'll see how it goes.....

march is here and i'll see how is the response from students...

if the number really decreases, then i'm out....

better not put UNIVERSAL in jeopardy....

i'll just stay with my private classes if forced to 'jalan buntu'

*****************end of misery*******************

TO MUCH RELIEF....

was shocked to receive a message from Aunty Pauline which reads :

just to inform the girls are having exam on 10 march so please arrange extra classes asap. and would like to apologise of what happened @ your hse the other day.. over those questions asked by brendon that made u unhappy.. hope u understand they r still children who r naive.. so sorry again if they have offended u unintentionally tq

woah after i received this message, the first tot was How on earth did Aunty find out abt this incident and worse still, how did she know that i was upset ???!!!

freaks me out to think that aunty might have read my blog or probably someone did and told her....

i dare not think further..... burdens my brain and honestly i dun have much time for stuff like this....

college is re-opening next week !!!

both excited and sad thinking of the total madness i might need to face.....

college + tuition centre + private tuition = total MADNESS

wish me luck and pray that i dun end up in the asylum

and oh ya results for my SEM2 exam is going to be out on 6th march....... wish me MORE luck...

and please my Lady Luck, you have been great help for the past few years cos i've been scoring satisfactory marks then..

i just hope you will do me good this time......

ps : while i was riting this post, got another message from Aunty Pauline... apparently Claudine told her about it..... talking about sigh of relief.... i can BREATHE again.... haha... APOLOGY ACCEPTED AUNTY !!!! no worries.... i love teaching your kids... they might be rude the other day but they bought joy and enthusiasm to my class EVERY SINGLE TIME !!

tagged by cally... weird or fact ??

15 facts about me...

(1) i'm not very good in socializing... i am used to stumbling upon my speech or blush while talking... happens during tuition classes too.. bahaha

(2) i love laughing out loud like a cow... everyone knows that...

(3) i dun like watching movis unless it's horror.. so next time dun ask me out for movie treats unless we are all dying in boredom already..

(4) dun like eating chocolates.. dun like the smell... remember vomiting after comsuming it... but when i'm under stress, i resort to eating choco non-stop

(5) never wear dresses and skirts... dun ask why..

(6) dun like shopping like other girls do...

(7) hates being fat but keeps eating non-stop

(8) very panicky... remember crying over maths test because din get 100% and also fainting in front of principal..

couldnt think of anything else liao.... i shall stop now.... PEACE !!

i'm so pissed rite now..

after having a conversation with hang babe abt the KIDS......

just wanna let it all out.... hehe...

being random i suppose.....

miss u hang babe.... long time no tengok tengok u liao.....

yum cha someday ??????

PEACEEEEEEE

left speechless when communicating with kids

as the title suggests,

i had a hard time talking with kids, age between 7-11

today ( 15th February)

my students, who are actually cousins to my kindergarden+primary+secondary schoolmate cum neighbour

went to my house with their cousins named Brendon and i-forgot-her-name

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D-L-Y

i repeat ... UNINVITEDLY

clad in my everyday home attire kept since primary time, i greeted them..

and patted Cookie... if u noticed my previous post, u'll know that COOKIE's a dog belonging to my students...

back to the story,

we started our conversation.. here..

Claudine : Hi Jasmin. What are you doing ?

Me : Playing games (assuming they dunno what Wii is)

Celestine : What games ? Computer games ?

Me : No. Wii...

Brendon : Oh wii... (like he knows it very well) How much is it ? What kind of games do you have, Jasmin ?

Me : *Paused for a moment* Errm, resident's evil...

Claudine : Just now we thought that house was yours. (pointing at my other neighbour's hse) Forgot which one is yours.

Brendon : I thought you shifted when your father passed away. That time i came to your house and i saw u crying. (he was referring to my father's funeral.. yup, he came and he was pretty darn just a kid back then) Thought you moved after the funeral.

Me : *Eyes widened in shock and dumbfounded* No lah...

Brendon : Your dad was shot.

Me : *Felt as if i was being fucked upside down* No lah.. Who told you that ?

Brendon : Your mom.. oh no i mean your Grandma..

Me : Oh.... really.... I see.... (really dunno how to react and say )

Me : Anyway, you kids wanna come in my hse (i pity them standing outside my gate)

Claudine : I go ask my mother first...

Eventually, the mother gave them the green light and so in they went... and i totally freakingly regretted my action of inviting them in MYSELF....

they were pain in both the neck and ASS !!!!

asking lotsa questions and they were pretty rude...

Claudine : Jasmin, why your house so creepy ? So quiet.. It creeps me out..

Celestine : your room why so dark ? (that's because i din on the light... *deng*)

although the light is on, it still is scary...

Man, they were so bloody rude for kids at their age...

to me, i was thinking they felt the creep because my dad passed away and in this house, there're oni me mama and grandmama... no other kids to make noise and we're all grown ups... so to these kids, my house is creepy when it should be D-U-L-L...

and btw, before i forget,

there was even once that Claud and Celes asked me if my mom was dead or not ??

their reason to that question,

I NEVER SEE YOUR MOTHER BEFORE...

please do allow me to say some vulgar words though i can't dedicate these to the kids cos i must ASSUME that they're still young so they dunno how to filter their words before bubbling out their thoughts...

FUCK IT.... WHAT THE HELL ?????????????

*******************END of my misery***********************

promise to update when i do have something interesting in my life..

IN NEED OF INTRIGUING HAPPENING IN MY LIFE...

i told u...

holidays suck...

besides rotting at home and going for my usual teaching routine, i basically have nothing to do

but from 11th to 13th february,

i got the chance to spend some time with HIM...

summarizing things up,

dun feel like tellin every single tiny weeney details,

so here goes...

11TH FEBRUARY

went to mama's office and watch drama ~END~

12TH FEBRUARY

went couzzie's hse and played WII ~END~

13TH FEBRUARY

went genting till 1 am ~END~

haha.... nice blog hor ??

well there isnt really much thing to blog about lor... sorry..

BY THE WAY ,

I GOT MYSELF NINTENDO WII !!!!!!! yea... WII VS PSP and i chose WII

well.. what can i say abt this WII ??

it provides a platform for everyone to get together...

i tell u, i bought it during CNY eve and i din even get to play...

my couzzies were crazy over it and would come almost everyday just to play play play

and.. my young nieces and nephew would sit in a circle and shout scream and jump...

consequence of too much WII, my TV just went KABOOM...

no kidding... the TV cannot be used... yup.. that's right...

but no, mama wasn't mad at me... she said she wouln't blame me for it...

she even encouraged me to break the TV downstairs...

for some personal reasons... hehe..

SOMEONE GET ME A EAR SPRAY OR SOMETHING...

i must be hallucinating my mom saying tat...

but that's the fact i cannot deny... in short it means TRUTH...

that is how i define TRUTH to my F2 students..

speaking of which, i'm really starting to be very afraid of teaching nowadays...

the stress~ EVERYTHING~

BOSS especially....

but that's my RICE BOWL... guess i dun have a choice...

btw, my student's aunty's fren's son needs home tuition but i'm pretty packed...

do u think i should take the job??? well we'll oni crack the head in march..

the mother said, CALL U IN MARCH.... THINK ABOUT IT YEA,JASMIN..

ok i probably should give it a littlt consideration... hor hor ??? RICE BOWL u know??

ok la... update jor... kinda long also mah hor CHIN YOUNG ?? BENJAMIN LOOI ?? HAN SIANG?? MELVIN GOH ???

haha...... wrapping things up with

GET WELL SOON RIHANNA AND I WAN TO GO TO UR CONCERT LA !!!

STILL GOT TICKETS BOH ???

I SUPPORT LU......

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GIRL !!!!!!

help, anyone ?

MY BLOG NEEDS A FACE LIFT !!!

super sweet.. thank u BAO BI

with that kind of title,

the first question sure is WHO THE HELL IS BAO BI ??

hehe.. paiseh paiseh... my special fren.... ngiek ngiek...

how did BAO BI come about ??

let's do the maths..

BAO BEI minus the BEI + BI which is the short form for BABY which is also my nickname which oni mama calls = BAO BI

smart huh ??? ahha... i know i know...lame again rite ??? come on... at least it's DIFFERENT than

~BABY~

~HONEY~

~DARLING~

~DEAR~

hehe... and my nickname given by him ???

~ZHU BI~

why ZHU BI ??

i'm getting fatter every single day and he kept saying i'm looking like a pig already.... PREGNANT WITH 2 MONTHS BABY , which is acually my fat tummy... hate it....

why am i blogging abt him, u ask ??

well just wanna let him know, I SUPER MISS HIM...

5 weeks cannot see him oh.... having sem break liao...

I told u I WANNA SCREW SEM TWO... now u know why...

and i wanna highlight today....

23rd JAN 2009

last paper.... yippy yea yea... so as usual, woke up at 5 am and studied till 7 then took bath then straight drive to TARC to meet BAO BI (gosh i'm getting used to this nick)

then study study plus chit chat... till 8.45 then off to exam hall...

then do do do with much difficulty.... 11 am... everyone merdeka lu... but it was a silent one... lexon asked... WHY NO ONE SCREAM AND SHOUT MERDEKA !!!??

aiyo still small meh, i said.... kantoi him... hmph...

then me and BAO BI went ALPHA ANGLE for lunch and jalan jalan before the boyfren go back to hometown...

we ended up playing at the amusement park... like big kids la wei... haha...

but one word... it was FUN... maybe because i'm playing with him....

we played BASKETBALL (i suck in it) , CAR RACING and HAND HOCKEY...FUN FUN !!!!

then it was time to bid him goodbye for 5 weeks.... hehe...

while i was driving halfway , suddenly the phone rang.. it was HIM..

ME : halo?

BB : Eh (he calls me eh,wei,oi,pig bi)... you driving ??

ME : (with the of course-i'm-driving-u-just-got-down-from-the-car tone) yea la...

BB : i forgot to tell u 3 words...

ME : oh... tell la...

BB : I LOVE YOU...

ME : *chuckles* I LOVE YOU TOO.

woots.... damn it was sweet... i know it's normal but hey.. it's still sweet... gonna miss u bao bi... take good care of urself when i'm not with u...

bear this in mind

CANNOT EAT SWEETS DRINK CARBONATED DRINKS LIKE UR NORMAL MEAL.. I'LL SMACK YOU.....

END THIS POST WITH A PIC OF US TWO.... EDITTED... DUN WAN LET U ALL SEE HIM CLEARLY...i'm not really the like-to-show-my bf-off-typo... it's between me and him, get it ?? but if there's anything interesting, i'll blog and probably put him up !!!!!!

not happy with da boss...

as the title suggests,

i dun like my boss....

for that one particular thing or conversation we had the other day..

21st Januay 2009..

~It was my response and coordination paper and like i said, i screwed it.Not having the mood and enthusiasm to teach that I was supposed to have, I went to Universal for my F2 English class.I didn't actually prepare well enough for the class but i went on like nothing happened.Faking a smile and greeted everyone including THE BOSS. Then, the boss started blabbling about his last hope of having his own private school which impressed me because the first thing that struck me was "WOAH HE'S PRETTY LOADED TO HAVE HIS OWN PRIVATE SCHOOL" and he was also saying that it was hard to find a big spacious land to build the school. Then he stated that if I have 5 years of teaching already, he will drill me and guide me to be one of his teachers, which again put me in a state of awe.

Then, clock struck 8.00pm and it was time to hit the class. Shiit... The students were again monkey-ing around in my presence. Playing notty tricks which i regard as being 14 years old sure like that lor... Then, as i started teaching, the class got outta control. And i started using my super duper loud-high pitched- voice to scold them which kinda worked. FOR THE FIRST FEW MINUTES AT LEAST.. And i sped up... It means I was talking with one breath... bla bla bla bla.... very very fast.. the reason, well my students will start to yawn and chit chat when i talk slowly... so i have to talk really fast to catch their attention (at least i know it works because the students quiet down everytime i speed up,that was my assumption )

Then, i came out from the class to photocopy homework for the class. It was then that the disasterous conversation began.

BIG BOSS : Wah Jasmin. You talk very fast oh. They can understand ah ?

ME : (with the exhausted and annoyed tone) I have to because the moment i sped up, they will quiet down. This class is out of control. The students (mainly boys) are very naughty.

BIG BOSS : Oh. They quiet down is because they don't understand you, is it ? *giggles plus a wicked-i-hate-to-see grin*

There goes my mood. The last 30 minutes of my class was all gloomy. My students might have noticed because they,too were very guai for that 30 minutes of "ordeal".

I seriously don't have a clue what i should do about it. Is it true that the students quiet down because they dun understand me ?

Am i putting my part-time job at risk of "FRIED OILY FISH" ???

i dunno... Mom assured me that it's nothing big...

"Now you know that money doesn't come easily hor ??? You need to face the not-so-friendly-plus-sarcastic boss and also juggle between study work and play time just to get that petty cash."

well, i totally agree with her... Well mom, thanks for the advice... and encouragement.. not forgetting too, the BEAR HUG u always give whenever i'm under pressure be it, exam fever or workload stress... THANK YOU... i love u mom.... ur HUG is always the best remedy..

And she did say one thing though... If u are really fired (please please dun!!!!) , then nvm lor... spend less eat less drive less lor... hahaha....

Then i added, ya lor.. By then, i'll be a NORMAL college student....... depending on mom for money which i hated most.... she has burdens of her own.... so u know what peeps, instead of crying over split milk, I SHOULD FRIGGING GEAR UP TO IMPROVE RIGHT ???

After tis post, i'll be so over it and move on...

~gahhhh... i have 5 weeks of holidays lu... use it to the max to see how to teach better...~

END THIS POST WITH A PIC OF ME IN UNIVERSAL

just for those who miss me... if u dun... BE IT

still ur jasmin liew...

no changes be it hair wise or anything la...

miss me no more peeps... haha

syok sendiri... muaxxx

XOXO

i miss u guys.... thank u

oh my frigging god...

it's been like weeks ????

woots.... i din update my blog huh ??

and ppl are starting to pop up in my chatbox "scolding" me for not updating..

bahahaxxx it shows that u MISS me alot more....

pssss, the word ALOT MORE tells u that i,too miss you guys alot..

thanks ben and chin young who neVer fail to read and asking me to update..

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what had happened to me in the past month u asked ???

basically ntg....

i din even get to go for countdown with my peeps on 31st of dec...

how sad is that,hor ??

and u know the reason to that ???

TUITION !!!!!!!!! it's either breaking me or making me....

well i say... TUITION kinda breaks me..... in a way that i dun have much freedom...

dedicate almost all my precious time with loved ones (yes u peeps out there) to my students..

haha... i sound so "mulia" but true what...

it's also making me in a way that... i earn $$ though it aint much...

i dun get to buy LV or PRADA with what i earn... well at least i can if i save... *drools*

i'm contented though..... i dun have to depend on mom financially which some say...

very independant.... will guys be scared of me since i somehow somewhat have my own

?? PART TIME CAREER ??? bahahahahaxxxx

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for JAN 2009...

same routine.....

work study slack work study slack.....

and to be honest withcha readers...

i did not freaking see my beloved peeps for like the WHOLE F**KING month....

like the heck???

and u know why ???

EXAM lor...... exam exam exam....

jan marks the end of my second sem and so to prove that we're geared up for SEM THREE before turnin seniors in YEAR TWO...

we had to take the big challenge... EXAM!!!!

and i'll say "SCREW YOU SEM TWO" on 23rd jan...

today's 21st... one last paper to go before i say TULUS....

and i take this opprtunity to thank DR.CHONG for the so-obvious-yet-i'm-stupid-to-ignore tips... kakakaka.....

should have listened to the boyfren not to burn the midnite oil because it aint worth it...

the exam = the midterm = the quiz = the obvious tips... darn...

~Analytical Chem~ also not bad..... at least no blanks.....

~Homeostatis and Excretion~ no comment.... at least i know i won't fail... LAME-i know

~Response and Coordination~ FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.... no need for elaboration huh?

~CAlculus~ Yet to comment... last paper on 23rd...

** keeping my fingers crossed that i dun fail my RESPONSE cos that will be so sad as i'll need to start paying for my college fees which i do hope i could save my pity pocket from...***

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now now....

something on the lighter side...

MOM'S GETTING ME A SUB CREDIT CARD !!!!

imagine that... having my own credit card... with my own name printed on the front...

how cool is that ??? well the credit limit is oni 1K lor....

trying to convince mom for 2K... wakakakaka....

UOB UOB UOB rawksssssss

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i wan to buy a PSP....

but nee said WII better...

ppl, i need ideas and suggestions.....

i need some entertainment at home la...

i'll be having a 6 week sem break after 23rd jan..

and the boyfren's going back to hometown... ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZ

my beloved peeps need to go to college... no time to CHOI jasmin liew... buhuhuhu

#do holla 017-817**** if u have time to yum cha with muah ok ??? to oni my loved ones ok?#

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here is my long post for a new beginning....

happy 2009 to everyone...

and Gong Xi Fa Cai to all...

i love u guys so much my peeps....

again i say , I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS UUU...

XOXO