Sunday, May 10, 2009

i miss u even more...


i miss u too much..



it's tearing me apart....



u and i know what is going on....



but yes, i believe in you...



and i want to hold your hands to walk this road together...



though we're bound to fall again....



but let us fall together and picked each other up and continue walking this journey



dun let go of these hands of mine and leave me on the ground....



totally blackened by the darkness without a shimmer of your light of guidance...



it will hurt me for saying what i said the other day



it'll hurt me more if we had to walk our separate ways....



thank you for not giving up on Jasmin Liew...



most importantly, thank u for not giving up on US....



i love you up till today.....



and i will continue loving u till the day u say u DON'T LOVE ME anymore...



ps : i still have our picture together as my phone wallpaper. please dun stop loving me




Saturday, May 9, 2009

i miss them...








all in all..... i miss college......


cha cha , if u're reading this, I MISS U BABE....


i miss u even more when u find me online....


u're the reason why i posted this....


proud la hor.....






Sunday, May 3, 2009

i love them and him too..... paiseh paiseh

my mom will always come first in my heart ~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE~





my two kiddos that i love and hate at the same time... i love them being so carefree all the time.. i hate them when they throw tantrums and dirty the house...


loved, love, and will love these chicks for life because they were my punching bags and tissues when i need them



*** he is the king of my HEART***




he might be skinny but i like his side features... the nose very errrm.... very Caucasean like... me likey... woots... i know i know.. he's perfect to me !!!


*** i think of u and u think of me (how sweet)***



***putting on a smile when i see you but failed... why arr???***

***u are still my sunshine in the rain which brightens up my day***











the many hairstyles i had and have and will have....

Back in the days ,




been there, done that no.1 : short uneven hair (bob hair the hairstylist told me, i say bullshit, u agree ? )


been there,done that no.2: just started to perm my hair , so it's short.... (the hairstylist told me my hair will look more and silky, so i said ok ? what do u think ?)





been there, done that no.3 : hair started to grow longer... so it's a longer version of curly hair





been there, done that no.4 : straightened and corn-ed my hair... (the hairstylist told me this will also make my hair look more and straight hair suits me better.. i say hell-yeah u're right girl)








been there, done that no.5 : even with glasses on, i feel good....




been there, done that no.6 : even when it's all messed up, i dun care because i heart my hair...




been there, done that no.7 : tying up my hair in ponytails has never felt this good



currently ,



been there,done that,still doing it no.8 : short and corn-ed (it was the IT thing according to the hairstylist, i say pretty much boooooooo)


future (maybe ???)





who noes ? i'm very unpredictable sometimes....








i'm back for good...

i know u all miss me....



i miss blogging too...



there are so much i wish to blog....



but i din have the motivation to blog...



but now i do....



and the motivation here is my dad...



all i can say is....



i miss u Dad, Mr.Liew Teck Ngai....



u may have left us physically but ur spirit will remain...



i was going thru my photo album...


when i come to this...


i was looking for this picture for so many freaking years....


ever since my papa's death,


this was the picture i was looking for so that i can keep it close at heart



and now i found it..


locked in my mother's drawer...


and the moment i saw this,


i teared up...


i really miss u dad....


rest in peace....



note : yes, this is the oni pic i took with my dad... so it's a long lost treasure i shall not lose again....
and the only time i remember crying out loud and will never forget is the time i talked to woon hang about papa and saw Benjamin showing me his sympathy.. that sad look on my best Guy fren will never be erased from my memory ever...
special thanks for Benjamin for that one moment of pure emotion...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

i'm back with ntg intriguing...

i'm back.....
i will not ask if u guys miss me or not....
the truth hurts, ya know ??
hehe.... well the reason why i'm putting up this post is....
i realised i am such a jerk....
dun askme why and what i mean..... just know that i am.....
i will post oni after my finals.....
muax....
ps : my blog aint dead just yet... reviving in no time !!!! stay tuned sugarzz




Saturday, February 28, 2009

just when i thought......................

just when i thought......
that life will be a little lenient on lil ol' me.....
here it comes to another disasterous day.....
i shall start with my rant on tuition classes...
remember i said that i told my senior that i wanna stop my F2 class???
i thought he would be finding a replacement for me
and i will be bidding my students bye-bye....
all he did was just talk to the kids...
telling them , dun bully me..... give warning la bla bla...... hope he din scare my students...
arghhhhh CHENG MIN !!!!!!
but we'll see how it goes next week....
just hope my number of students will not decrease.... *fingers crossed till they bleed*
i will feel so so so so guilty if that happens...
if it does happen, can i put the blame on cheng min ?? ngiek ngiek....
nah, it's still my fault and responsibility.....
speaking of cheng min, he's going to Liverpool John Moores in UK for his 3 months training
congrats, u're graduating soon and free from tuition classes lor.....
after u, it will be muah's turn to fly there.....
it's costly but no matter what,
I AM NOT GOING TO LOSE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO SEE THE OUTSIDE WORLD..
and able to get a degree after these 3 months,
who doesn't want this????
i'm lucky because i have seniors who will be telling me what to expect there and etc
so that i'll be all geared up when it's muah's turn... CAN'T WAIT...
countdown to that, 3 more YEARS !!!!!!!!! bahahahaha
and i wan muah's BF to come along...
he said he wanna get his degree locally,
hope he changes his mind....
and i also hope that a few of our coursemates will also go...
it will be freaking lotsa fun...
to have frenz together in a world that is a stranger to us all.....
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now, i'll talk about muah's outing yesterday (23th feb Saturday)
for the very first time after such long long time,
i got to go out for the whole day.... and i truly mean the whole day.... till midnite siut...
we went to mid valley...
believe it or not, i think i have not gone there for almost a year already...
i am not gonna tell the details of what we did on that day...
as usual lor.... eat movie and shop....
but i wanna highlight the climax of the whole story....
it concerns muah's BFFzzzz
who u ask ??? i shall keep it to myself.... (you know who u are)
we had a slight argument... and it results in HER being moody... we're sorry.... sorry,k ??
and then it was time to have our dinner....
as usual i wan them to try shabu shabu in puchong so badly that i said , why not make it tonight ??
then everyone said ok.... with that , we went to fetch another BFF, mr. JJ
while we were at his house... 2 cars waiting (i was driving too, yippy but shhh dun tell muah mom)
suddenly , received a call saying that mr.H is coming along...
being the impatient one and the blur one too...
once he reached, i zoomed... without waiting..... well i did call them to tell them i will be waiting SOMEWHERE
which in turn, i was so afraid to stop and sped off..... SORRY
then in the end, all 3 cars were separated....
and along the road, i was blaming myself.....
why so impatient la ???
why so bad la ????
i know my wrong and i admit it..... ego put aside... i apologise to ALL OF YOU !!
there are alot i wanna let YOU know dear, but haih... u just wont let me...
and i also pity mr.H..... he had to "DO SOMETHING" just to de-stress.....
DEAR (if u really do know who u are) , i hope u will give the poor man a closure to all the miseries u both are going thru....
can't bear to see u both in "SUCH" situation...
there are too many isi tersirat huh ??? haha...
keep on guessing peeps....
rank my outing ?
*3 STARS*




LAST BUT NOT LEAST, phrase of the day : STAND UP WHEN STANDING IS ........... oh my i forgot




peace