kissing my students goodbye in 2008.. coming back for more in 2009

the title says it all.....

i bid my students (just so u know, i'm a tuition teacher now) goodbye

today (29th October 2008) is my last day in PTU (Pusat Tuisyen Universal)

hehe... as much as i will be missing my students, i think i had missed alot as an 18-year-old too..

so i really need to do alot of catching up with my buddies.. wakaka... i'll make sure u'll be sick of me soon enuf...

anyway back to PTU.. today i didn't teach at all..

well their exam is over and so i dun think i need to teach anymore rite ???

i'm saving it for next year..

apparently, i'll be stuck with the same ol' kids until they reach PMR..

IF they still want to be under me...

some seem to like me ,

while some seem to be errm... spacing out when i asked if they would like

me to continue being their teacher..

haha~~~ i laid out my rules and regulations for next year as well as giving them

a rough picture of what to expect in next year's syllabus..

i know English seems to be a not-so interesting subject and often people dun go for tuition..

well, i'm working on it... making sure the class is NOT DEAD !!! will work even harder next year..

i just hope that PTU will not give up on me... i promise to be better by next year...

and i also hope that students would want me to teach... wuwuwu

anyway, back to my dear students... today TY (Tze Yong) was late...

and my other students who came in early told me that he would be absent..

i guess my expression did change and was so obvious that the others noticed..

then suddenly, BANG !! the door swung open and there u have it- TY stomping in.. hehe...

i was so excited.. my face lit up... *cheng cheng*

then we chit chatted... man, it was really fun...

they were really u know, cute ??? innocent in a way...

haha.... TY with his really funny and kao siew antics..

not forgetting EUGENE's pretty boyish looks...

FION with her all so pretty looks..

JENNY with the cute baby fats..

and NATALIE... well this girl is a bit weird... she's a bit slow in catching up with the others..

and she often tested my patience by being so rude.. i couldn't stand no more..

and i BAD MOUTHED her.. mwahaha.. no la i din.. i just went to complain to CHENG MIN..

i hope she changes her attitude by next year...

well i want to say... HOPE I DUN SEE HER NEXT YEAR...

but it seems to be a little too harsh and besides, the class is very small..

and losing one student do make alot of difference in terms of the size of class..

so forget it...

TY updated me on the daily news.... haha

the way he TRIED to speak in english to make me understand...

damn KAO SIEW... hehe....

i hope that i left u with good impression and the desire to see more of me is there...

because i do.... u have left me with ntg but sweet memory minus the times u've hurt me with

words u din realise coming out from ya mouth... i forgive every single one of u.. i really do..

be back to PTU in 2009.... muaxxx to all my students... and i wish u all the best !!!

i also take this opportunity to thank PTU for believing in me and CHENG MIN

for not just believing in me but supporting me all the way... Xie Xie...

end this post with pictures of none other than my beloved PTU 2008 ENGLISH FORM 1 time 8.00 to 9.30 pm WEDNESDAY class.... muaxxx

JENNY with the file and NATALIE with the bag !!!!


hawt mama- FION

*act cool* TAKE 1 - FAILED

*act cool* TAKE 2- PASSED !!!!! *clap clap*

question : Who's that ONE teacher that u adore most ?

YOU !!!!!!!!!!! who ??? MUAH....kakakakaka love u all so muchie...

a quacky presentation

as the title suggests,

it's indeed a quacky presentation...

well Miss Sylvie gave us a task just last week to come up with individual presentation

and as usual, i slack and do things at the eleventh hour...

came up with the script on sunday and thesis on monday..

title of my presentation : BODY ODOUR

then while writing my script, something well i should say "brilliant and creative" shot up..

"why not get myself a rubber ducky to quack for me when i mention the word SQUEAKY

clean?"

tot of getting it from the market but turned out i aint got time...

so went to my student's hse for tuition - AS USUAL

oni to find out, hey my student has one very adorable DIGI-like rubberducky..

and it's actually COOKIE's (their pup, remember)

dun care whose ducky is tat, i freaking need it for my presentation...

how lucky.. hehe..

went home with the duck in hand..

showed mom.. and she said "WHAT???? DOG'S ??? GO WASH THE TOY..YEEEU"

so i did as she told, and guess wat.... the rubber ducky wont QUACK anymore !!

apparently, the hole is left open WIDE... i kinda accidentally pushed the little cover in while giving it a bath...

time was 8.30 pm MONDAY !!

where on earth do i have enuf time to get a new one...

jasmin- PANIC NOW !!!!! got hoi seng and chin young to onlinee...

telling them my head scratching problem...

and my dear brother-chin young offered to fetch me to tesco to get one.. hehe love ya bro !!

and hoi seng was well, SCRATCHING his head with me too... appreciate it sis...

then, cut the craps... my grandma got one UGLY DUCKLING fom neighbour..

though ugly, but at least it saved my day !!! hehe.. love ya MAMA !! muaxx

~on ur left, we have the UGLY DUCKLING~

~on ur right, we have hehe..... DIGI QUACK QUACK~

how was my presentation, u ask ?? stumbled upon some words... played with hair.. those sorta gestures, i dun think i need to explain~ i leave it to u to judge !!! peace... lazy to elaborate..

i end this post with a pic of UGLY DUCKLING AND THE NOT SO CUN GEISHA...

pity her....

this post is meant for my babe, ting...

i read her post abt her mom who has been feeling under the weather lately

and not giving her full co-operation.. and sulking all the time..

well, i dunno much abt aunty (ting's mother)...

and i aint gonna say anything bad abt her too cos all in all she is still

a senior.. and i need to respect..

although ting's post seems like it's filled with anger and hatred..

i cannot say anything abt her because it is indeed her blog..

but all i want u to noe babe is, we are here to help u..

if u ever need anything... let us know okay ???

if u need someone to sit beside u and teman u drive, we are all willing to help

(errm i mean me la.. others i dunno.. hehe)

in terms of financial.. well, u'll get to be a licensed teacher soon..

so i wish u all the best... i will be rooting for ya... maybe sitting there withcha

and "beh chu lei" (jeling menjeling) hoho~~ give u the stress to work harder..

in terms of education, worry not.. u have me to help u with everything..

just remember to come to TARC okay (hehe promote TARC again)

love ya... be strong.. and God knows how responsible u are as a daughter..

bless u dear... and i hope aunty gets well soon...

with tat, i end my post with a family portrait of my babe..

(ps : ting, write ur blog in english la.. at least it's banana-friendly ma)

what's been going on lately ??

suddenly everyone becomes so... i dunno... emo i suppose ??

everyone dear to me seems to be in conflicts here and there..

controverSIAL betul... gahhh my english is really downgrading la beb..

need some polishing up already... i'm starting to read again...

haven't been reading much lately so probably i should start buyin novels again

wasn't willing to spend the moolah just to buy em' tho but now

do i like freaking have a choice ??? hoho~~

anyway back to the conflicts and such...

to NEE (cee) and CAL (cally) , i'm rooting for ya...

hope to see more blogs on the brighter side..

i should stop being so emo with my posts too...

mom's rite.. who the hell do i think i am to even start being sensitive

about my peeps opening up to me... well we shall let the

skeleton be inside the closet and not purposely go and let it out okay ??

it's ur secret and privacy-i understand...

enuf enuf... something on a lighter note... mom bought a freakingly gorgeous

bag... eeeee jealousnyer...

i want COACH @@@@@ !!!!

arrrgh, anyone willing to get that for me ??? haha...

and not forgetting, CHERYL (the DCB1 cutie) congrats to ya...

u know wat i mean... hehe... klcc this thursday after class ??

peace... end this post with absolutely NOTHING... hehe...

oh my..... found these very very very old pictures in my computer..

have got to upload it lor... sweet memories~~

when girls gone wild during class...

it was freezingly cold inside the lecture hall...

so i brought in my meow meow blanket i usually bring along inside my vroom vroom

and then cheryl and cha cha start ABUSING it... haha...

it was hilarious... tat is what i miss being 18...

ta-da... here u are... video of cheryl clowning ard during lecture...

uncle leong annoucing the top scorer and the worst in DCB1

feel the motion... pity KK.. having to jump and do some light exercises for our experiment.. well u were the oni guy in our group.. so sorry KK

end this post with an editted picture courtesy of KAREN not mok.. but my homie from perak, MISS YAN YAN

eh no no i end this post with a picture of my HOMIE...

presenting.. charming KAREN

i think of u....

thinking of u when i'm writing this blog...

u know who u are....

or u probably dun.. but when i post these pics on.. maybe u know who u are gua..

these are wat u have been yearning for..

puppies... and guess wat babe ??!! i get to hold one in my hands and cuddle it..

man, u are so right...they are just so adorable.. i had it during my tuition class

haha... dun u envy me.... dun~~~

look at how this cutie is resting on my lap... the name's COOKIE..

it really slept on my lap... how adorable... this is my student with COOKIE

not good enuf !!

well, my results came out...

hmm.. how should i describe it...

it's well not too good...

but enuf to maintain my scholarship for the time being...

and i really thank all my frenz who believe in me and rooting for me...

and Hui Chin.... congrats... ur result was one of the best... geng !!

and also.. Kim Hwo.. my sg wang. grandpa...

kept saying i dun think i can do well de la.. bla bla bla....

turns out his result is REALLY GOOD... better than mine too...

i'm happy for u although i envy ur result... hehe..

well, i'm just lucky i din fail... and can still maintain my scholarship for the time being...

wat a coincidence...

all subjects related to the word PHYSIC is sure to be my worst subject ever wan wor... spm-PHYSICS.. diploma-PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY

no denial abt it... mom gave me the nod too...

sad case.....

nothing has changed...

though we fought...

though we had bad times together..

no doubt there were tears...

but the joy u bring into my life is alot more..

i'm sorry for being sensitive..

and i'm sorry for saying hurtful words..

wish our frenship remains the same...

for nothing has changed before..

this i dedicate to everyone dear to me....

u know who u r...

results like mine... sad story

today.. uncle leong (never like this lecturer) came in and showed us the list of As and failures in his subject.. cells and their organisation... and it actually made me lost all my mood and appetite... why cant he just let the result slip do all the talking for us... if u really wan to give the RM50 to the deserving one... why cant u do it privately ?? though i am happy for hui chin for having it (she deserves it) but seriously, i din get to eat because i was not in the A list.. u must be thinking that i'm having high expectations for myself.. or find tat i am the type who think i deserve better grades.. and my name should be on the white board together with the other A listers... u're wrong.. i dun give a damn if my name's not on the board.. and the A means alot more than just the 5 minutes fame... well i blame no 1 but myself for slacking and bringing along with me this 18 years of my life my freaking bad habit of burning midnight oils and doing things at the eleventh hour... but now i really wanna rant abt my scholarship... man.. how am i going to maintain my cgpa at 3.85 to continue getting financial help from college...

well, all i can say is... mama, i thank u for giving me the second chance (although u have given me many).. i promise u i'll strive even harder now... i really will.... and to someone in particular, please stop fucking bug me with ur continuous pathetic complaints... u're not the oni one having to bear with poor grades okay ?? i have more to worry than u do.. so fuck off... stop whining like a baby alrite ???

i use this very opportunity to thank those who believe in me... a big shout out to KEN,my mentor... CHENG MIN, my FIRST mentor.. my COLLEGE PEEPS who sit with me and day dream with me when i am in bad shape... my own BABES because i know somewhere out there, u're rooting for me... all my FRENZ.... my RELATIVES who never fail to tease me for bringing books along to everywhere i go... and last but not least, MY MOM !! thank u mom....

sorry if i have left some out.. u're never forgotten... thank u all....

feeling the gap...

this happened years back where i feel tat i dun belong in a clan... god knows which clan am i referring to.... i have been preety emotional over the lack of love from this clan of mine.... mom said i dun belong there... because most of the time when there were activities, i could not be there.. and hence the gap between us... those were all the past... after spm has passed, i have tried my very best to catch things up with my budz.... but it leads to no use.... although we are close, but the bond between me and them is incomparable to the bond they have among themselves... sometimes i wonder, why do i have to double the effort just to blend in?? when others dun even mind if they missed one gathering or two... why do i always have to be in every gathering to make sure i'm not left out ?? why do i have to tire myself to go thru all these ??? the answer is obvious... i want more affection and attention from u all.... once, one family member of mine (my second family) said that i am a nerd and tat nerds dun go along with this clan.. i know it was meant to nothing but the joke... but dunno why it actually hit me hard... the case here was, i feel the jab.. he was rite.. i was a nerd back then.. and so whenever they see me in their gatherings, they would give me the shocked look or the blur stare... i am trying so hard here to redeem myself... but now, come to think abt it... why am i doing all these for ??? as the years passed, i've seen much more and have grown to be immuned to it.. to the lack of bond between us all.... still i put a smile and continue to strive harder to be on par with the relationship u all have between u guys... and u know what.. when it comes to secret... i believe there are lots of it between u guys that i dun come to know.. unless i figure it myself... why wouldnt u guys tell me abt it ?? the worst scenario i've seen is... my fren told all her babes except me... there are lots more of similar scenarios which lead me to think i dun belong... recently, i said sumthing really wrong and had acidentally hurt my fren... i apologised for my "joke" but isnt it the way u guys used to talk between u guys?? i'm tired... i dun wanna tire myself anymore... i have been finding the courage to confess it or to express it to someone but i realise i have no1 to go to.. even when i start to let it all out, no 1 seems to be interested... so blogging can be considered of the great escape for me... i dun wan any comment for this post at all... because it's pathetic... from now on, i shall not organise anything and will just wait for a call from u... and i no longer look forward to my burfday.... do u know ?? among all my frenz, i realise i am the oni silly head.. because i always look forward to burfdays especially my own... it may seem like a "every year" thing and no longer serve as a special occasion to u all... but it is to me because for this one day, i am the spotlight... and it is probably the oni time i feel tat ppl will feel my existence... maybe i'm plain sensitive... well... i am not saying that my frenz dun love me.... but they just dun love me enuf... peace...

more pictures~~ just for fun....

i'll mix things up...

pictures of hang's burfday...

and the dim sum buffet..

just wanna keep my blog alive...

i kidnapped ppl's son for a photo session... hahahahahaha

family day

because i dun have to give tuition anymore on weekends (yea!)

saturday will be my FRENZ's DAY while sunday is my FAMILY DAY

so apparently mom saw this ad in the newspaper saying tat..

Dim Sum buffet in Palace of The Golden Horses (did i get the words rite?)

very sedap la... bla bla bla...

so we all went just to try it out...

my cousin and her 4 kids, her parents, my 2 ye and her husband and muah and mom

well the food wasnt that sumptous.. plus there wasn't much choice..

i aint feeling the chinese cuisine...

so i ate very little...

wasting mama's money oni... RM 50 ++ inclusive of tax..

here are some of the pictures I took..

well i dun like explaining the pictures much...

so just enjoy the pics...

before i get to my SS pictures... here are the pictures i took with

mwah nieces and nephew

i wont be posting my ss pictures in this post...

just dun wan to...

that's all...

13th Oct Sushi King is having a promotion..

RM 2 per plate regardless of the colour of the plate..

it's a deal u cannot miss..

i wont.. so tomolo we'll be heading to Queenspark's Sushi King..

peace....