i miss u even more...

i miss u too much..

it's tearing me apart....

u and i know what is going on....

but yes, i believe in you...

and i want to hold your hands to walk this road together...

though we're bound to fall again....

but let us fall together and picked each other up and continue walking this journey

dun let go of these hands of mine and leave me on the ground....

totally blackened by the darkness without a shimmer of your light of guidance...

it will hurt me for saying what i said the other day

it'll hurt me more if we had to walk our separate ways....

thank you for not giving up on Jasmin Liew...

most importantly, thank u for not giving up on US....

i love you up till today.....

and i will continue loving u till the day u say u DON'T LOVE ME anymore...

ps : i still have our picture together as my phone wallpaper. please dun stop loving me

i miss them...

all in all..... i miss college......

cha cha , if u're reading this, I MISS U BABE....

i miss u even more when u find me online....

u're the reason why i posted this....

proud la hor.....

i love them and him too..... paiseh paiseh

my mom will always come first in my heart ~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE~

my two kiddos that i love and hate at the same time... i love them being so carefree all the time.. i hate them when they throw tantrums and dirty the house...


loved, love, and will love these chicks for life because they were my punching bags and tissues when i need them

*** he is the king of my HEART***

he might be skinny but i like his side features... the nose very errrm.... very Caucasean like... me likey... woots... i know i know.. he's perfect to me !!!

*** i think of u and u think of me (how sweet)***

***putting on a smile when i see you but failed... why arr???***

***u are still my sunshine in the rain which brightens up my day***

the many hairstyles i had and have and will have....

Back in the days ,

been there, done that no.1 : short uneven hair (bob hair the hairstylist told me, i say bullshit, u agree ? )

been there,done that no.2: just started to perm my hair , so it's short.... (the hairstylist told me my hair will look more and silky, so i said ok ? what do u think ?)

been there, done that no.3 : hair started to grow longer... so it's a longer version of curly hair

been there, done that no.4 : straightened and corn-ed my hair... (the hairstylist told me this will also make my hair look more and straight hair suits me better.. i say hell-yeah u're right girl)

been there, done that no.5 : even with glasses on, i feel good....

been there, done that no.6 : even when it's all messed up, i dun care because i heart my hair...

been there, done that no.7 : tying up my hair in ponytails has never felt this good

currently ,

been there,done that,still doing it no.8 : short and corn-ed (it was the IT thing according to the hairstylist, i say pretty much boooooooo)

future (maybe ???)

who noes ? i'm very unpredictable sometimes....

i'm back for good...

i know u all miss me....

i miss blogging too...

there are so much i wish to blog....

but i din have the motivation to blog...

but now i do....

and the motivation here is my dad...

all i can say is....

i miss u Dad, Mr.Liew Teck Ngai....

u may have left us physically but ur spirit will remain...

i was going thru my photo album...

when i come to this...

i was looking for this picture for so many freaking years....

ever since my papa's death,

this was the picture i was looking for so that i can keep it close at heart

and now i found it..

locked in my mother's drawer...

and the moment i saw this,

i teared up...

i really miss u dad....

rest in peace....

note : yes, this is the oni pic i took with my dad... so it's a long lost treasure i shall not lose again....

and the only time i remember crying out loud and will never forget is the time i talked to woon hang about papa and saw Benjamin showing me his sympathy.. that sad look on my best Guy fren will never be erased from my memory ever...

special thanks for Benjamin for that one moment of pure emotion...