unveil the story of ur plain ol' JasmiN

i miss u even more...

2009-05-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

i miss u too much..

it's tearing me apart....

u and i know what is going on....

but yes, i believe in you...

and i want to hold your hands to walk this road together...

though we're bound to fall again....

but let us fall together and picked each other up and continue walking this journey

dun let go of these hands of mine and leave me on the ground....

totally blackened by the darkness without a shimmer of your light of guidance...

it will hurt me for saying what i said the other day

it'll hurt me more if we had to walk our separate ways....

thank you for not giving up on Jasmin Liew...

most importantly, thank u for not giving up on US....

i love you up till today.....

and i will continue loving u till the day u say u DON'T LOVE ME anymore...

ps : i still have our picture together as my phone wallpaper. please dun stop loving me

i miss them...

2009-05-09T09:38:00.001-07:00

all in all..... i miss college......

cha cha , if u're reading this, I MISS U BABE....

i miss u even more when u find me online....

u're the reason why i posted this....

proud la hor.....

i love them and him too..... paiseh paiseh

2009-05-03T07:56:00.001-07:00

my mom will always come first in my heart ~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE~

my two kiddos that i love and hate at the same time... i love them being so carefree all the time.. i hate them when they throw tantrums and dirty the house...

loved, love, and will love these chicks for life because they were my punching bags and tissues when i need them

*** he is the king of my HEART***

he might be skinny but i like his side features... the nose very errrm.... very Caucasean like... me likey... woots... i know i know.. he's perfect to me !!!

*** i think of u and u think of me (how sweet)***

***putting on a smile when i see you but failed... why arr???***

***u are still my sunshine in the rain which brightens up my day***

the many hairstyles i had and have and will have....

2009-05-03T07:15:00.001-07:00

Back in the days ,

been there, done that no.1 : short uneven hair (bob hair the hairstylist told me, i say bullshit, u agree ? )

been there,done that no.2: just started to perm my hair , so it's short.... (the hairstylist told me my hair will look more and silky, so i said ok ? what do u think ?)

been there, done that no.3 : hair started to grow longer... so it's a longer version of curly hair

been there, done that no.4 : straightened and corn-ed my hair... (the hairstylist told me this will also make my hair look more and straight hair suits me better.. i say hell-yeah u're right girl)

been there, done that no.5 : even with glasses on, i feel good....

been there, done that no.6 : even when it's all messed up, i dun care because i heart my hair...

been there, done that no.7 : tying up my hair in ponytails has never felt this good

currently ,

been there,done that,still doing it no.8 : short and corn-ed (it was the IT thing according to the hairstylist, i say pretty much boooooooo)

future (maybe ???)

who noes ? i'm very unpredictable sometimes....

i'm back for good...

2009-05-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

i know u all miss me....

i miss blogging too...

there are so much i wish to blog....

but i din have the motivation to blog...

but now i do....

and the motivation here is my dad...

all i can say is....

i miss u Dad, Mr.Liew Teck Ngai....

u may have left us physically but ur spirit will remain...

i was going thru my photo album...

when i come to this...

i was looking for this picture for so many freaking years....

ever since my papa's death,

this was the picture i was looking for so that i can keep it close at heart

and now i found it..

locked in my mother's drawer...

and the moment i saw this,

i teared up...

i really miss u dad....

rest in peace....

note : yes, this is the oni pic i took with my dad... so it's a long lost treasure i shall not lose again....

and the only time i remember crying out loud and will never forget is the time i talked to woon hang about papa and saw Benjamin showing me his sympathy.. that sad look on my best Guy fren will never be erased from my memory ever...

special thanks for Benjamin for that one moment of pure emotion...

i'm back with ntg intriguing...

2009-04-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

i'm back.....

i will not ask if u guys miss me or not....

the truth hurts, ya know ??

hehe.... well the reason why i'm putting up this post is....

i realised i am such a jerk....

dun askme why and what i mean..... just know that i am.....

i will post oni after my finals.....

muax....

ps : my blog aint dead just yet... reviving in no time !!!! stay tuned sugarzz

just when i thought......................

2009-02-28T22:40:00.000-08:00

just when i thought......

that life will be a little lenient on lil ol' me.....

here it comes to another disasterous day.....

i shall start with my rant on tuition classes...

remember i said that i told my senior that i wanna stop my F2 class???

i thought he would be finding a replacement for me

and i will be bidding my students bye-bye....

all he did was just talk to the kids...

telling them , dun bully me..... give warning la bla bla...... hope he din scare my students...

arghhhhh CHENG MIN !!!!!!

but we'll see how it goes next week....

just hope my number of students will not decrease.... *fingers crossed till they bleed*

i will feel so so so so guilty if that happens...

if it does happen, can i put the blame on cheng min ?? ngiek ngiek....

nah, it's still my fault and responsibility.....

speaking of cheng min, he's going to Liverpool John Moores in UK for his 3 months training

congrats, u're graduating soon and free from tuition classes lor.....

after u, it will be muah's turn to fly there.....

it's costly but no matter what,

I AM NOT GOING TO LOSE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO SEE THE OUTSIDE WORLD..

and able to get a degree after these 3 months,

who doesn't want this????

i'm lucky because i have seniors who will be telling me what to expect there and etc

so that i'll be all geared up when it's muah's turn... CAN'T WAIT...

countdown to that, 3 more YEARS !!!!!!!!! bahahahaha

and i wan muah's BF to come along...

he said he wanna get his degree locally,

hope he changes his mind....

and i also hope that a few of our coursemates will also go...

it will be freaking lotsa fun...

to have frenz together in a world that is a stranger to us all.....

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now, i'll talk about muah's outing yesterday (23th feb Saturday)

for the very first time after such long long time,

i got to go out for the whole day.... and i truly mean the whole day.... till midnite siut...

we went to mid valley...

believe it or not, i think i have not gone there for almost a year already...

i am not gonna tell the details of what we did on that day...

as usual lor.... eat movie and shop....

but i wanna highlight the climax of the whole story....

it concerns muah's BFFzzzz

who u ask ??? i shall keep it to myself.... (you know who u are)

we had a slight argument... and it results in HER being moody... we're sorry.... sorry,k ??

and then it was time to have our dinner....

as usual i wan them to try shabu shabu in puchong so badly that i said , why not make it tonight ??

then everyone said ok.... with that , we went to fetch another BFF, mr. JJ

while we were at his house... 2 cars waiting (i was driving too, yippy but shhh dun tell muah mom)

suddenly , received a call saying that mr.H is coming along...

being the impatient one and the blur one too...

once he reached, i zoomed... without waiting..... well i did call them to tell them i will be waiting SOMEWHERE

which in turn, i was so afraid to stop and sped off..... SORRY

then in the end, all 3 cars were separated....

and along the road, i was blaming myself.....

why so impatient la ???

why so bad la ????

i know my wrong and i admit it..... ego put aside... i apologise to ALL OF YOU !!

there are alot i wanna let YOU know dear, but haih... u just wont let me...

and i also pity mr.H..... he had to "DO SOMETHING" just to de-stress.....

DEAR (if u really do know who u are) , i hope u will give the poor man a closure to all the miseries u both are going thru....

can't bear to see u both in "SUCH" situation...

there are too many isi tersirat huh ??? haha...

keep on guessing peeps....

rank my outing ?

*3 STARS*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, phrase of the day : STAND UP WHEN STANDING IS ........... oh my i forgot

peace

been so long

2009-02-25T19:27:00.000-08:00

speaking of long.....

i have been teaching and carrying the 'teacher' title for more than a year already....

started off as a little private tutor to none other than my own relatives

to a 'licenced' tutor in a tuition centre...

started off with just one class...

ended up with classes every single day wthout fail.....

started off with stress free classes

now, everyday is torment to me.... always complaining to bf always sighing always thinking how to maintain the number of students always finding ways to tickle the students' interest...

tutoring has never occured to me as something stressful...

when i was alot younger, my teacher asked me....

"What is your ambition, Jasmin?"

"Teacher"

when i wa alot younger, i would gather my 'students' , the teddies in front of the mini white board and start scribbling nonsense and asking questions to my 'students' , which leads to no response...

when i was alot younger, i would admire my private tuition teacher who was able to teach me to who i am today....

i see alot of students being tutored day by day but no improvement...

but my private teacher not oni moulded me to who i am today, a teacher,

she created a strong base in language, calculations and science for me....

now that's a true teacher.....

and u know how i was being tutored ???

homework from page 1 to 20...

first mistake, 10 times correction....

same mistake done, 20 x correction...

yet the same mistake, 50 x correction....

again, 100 x correction.....

for english , she used form 4 books to teach... (i was oni in 4th grade)

speaking of professionalism...

now that's a true teacher.....

that was years ago.....

in today's world where kids are being pampered all the time,

can we teachers, especially young ones like me be able to 'torture' the students to perfection ??

NO !!!!!

all i have to do is sabar, 'yan', patient, 'ren'

with their eye-soring antics....

"Teacher, i cannot do ur homework because i have alot of work from school"

"Teacher, i forgot to do la"

"Teacher, i was sick"

and what can i do ?????

"Ok la, do in class..."

" Ok la u do for next week. I want to see next time"

that was what i can oni do with my students : Be PATIENT

tuition centre is worse....

the students are like ur boss because they pay u to teach...

and u as teacher are like their slave, teaching them...

they dun like u ???

they 'sack' u by stop taking ur class......

so what u do as a teacher in centres ??

u 'lick' their shoes and mengampu them.....

i was afraid i'll lose these students....

reason ??

(1) the boss will 'boh song' me

(2) less pay

(3) my reputation as a teacher will be tarnished and i will be labelled as tecaher who keeps on losing students

teaching has always been a bliss to me until now.....

the stress is building up and i never never complained abt tuition in blogs, but look at what i am doing now ?????

i'm slowly moving towards depression....

and i am always not looking forward to classes because it drains me mentally...

mummy always said,

"You're only working for that few hours and already you're complaining dun wan to teach bla bla"

i admit i am L-A-Z-Y

but teaching and being lazy as a person is different

but berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul....

no one can understand the stress i am going thru because they/you just ain't me....

have u had doors slammed onto ur face before by ur 'lovely' students ?

i have...

have u had students putting the white board eraser on top of the ceiling so that you cannot reach it ??

i have....

have u had students opening the doors of ur car when u were about to drive away from work at night when it was fucking dark ??

i have.....

and i had to bear with all these because i am the slave and they are the boss....

after yesterday's class, i told my ex tuition teacher cum senior cum role model cum friend

that i cannot stand it anymore....

i will blame myself if the number of students dwindle.....

so its better to get someone else taking over my class.....

if my boss wanna penalise me for doing that or lecture me for doing that....

i can oni say

I AM SORRY , SIR

if u wanna sack me for doing that

I AM SORRY, SIR

nvm la..... we'll see how it goes.....

march is here and i'll see how is the response from students...

if the number really decreases, then i'm out....

better not put UNIVERSAL in jeopardy....

i'll just stay with my private classes if forced to 'jalan buntu'

*****************end of misery*******************

TO MUCH RELIEF....

2009-02-22T23:00:00.000-08:00

was shocked to receive a message from Aunty Pauline which reads :

just to inform the girls are having exam on 10 march so please arrange extra classes asap. and would like to apologise of what happened @ your hse the other day.. over those questions asked by brendon that made u unhappy.. hope u understand they r still children who r naive.. so sorry again if they have offended u unintentionally tq

woah after i received this message, the first tot was How on earth did Aunty find out abt this incident and worse still, how did she know that i was upset ???!!!

freaks me out to think that aunty might have read my blog or probably someone did and told her....

i dare not think further..... burdens my brain and honestly i dun have much time for stuff like this....

college is re-opening next week !!!

both excited and sad thinking of the total madness i might need to face.....

college + tuition centre + private tuition = total MADNESS

wish me luck and pray that i dun end up in the asylum

and oh ya results for my SEM2 exam is going to be out on 6th march....... wish me MORE luck...

and please my Lady Luck, you have been great help for the past few years cos i've been scoring satisfactory marks then..

i just hope you will do me good this time......

ps : while i was riting this post, got another message from Aunty Pauline... apparently Claudine told her about it..... talking about sigh of relief.... i can BREATHE again.... haha... APOLOGY ACCEPTED AUNTY !!!! no worries.... i love teaching your kids... they might be rude the other day but they bought joy and enthusiasm to my class EVERY SINGLE TIME !!

tagged by cally... weird or fact ??

2009-02-20T03:41:00.000-08:00

15 facts about me...

(1) i'm not very good in socializing... i am used to stumbling upon my speech or blush while talking... happens during tuition classes too.. bahaha

(2) i love laughing out loud like a cow... everyone knows that...

(3) i dun like watching movis unless it's horror.. so next time dun ask me out for movie treats unless we are all dying in boredom already..

(4) dun like eating chocolates.. dun like the smell... remember vomiting after comsuming it... but when i'm under stress, i resort to eating choco non-stop

(5) never wear dresses and skirts... dun ask why..

(6) dun like shopping like other girls do...

(7) hates being fat but keeps eating non-stop

(8) very panicky... remember crying over maths test because din get 100% and also fainting in front of principal..

couldnt think of anything else liao.... i shall stop now.... PEACE !!

2009-02-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

i'm so pissed rite now..

after having a conversation with hang babe abt the KIDS......

just wanna let it all out.... hehe...

being random i suppose.....

miss u hang babe.... long time no tengok tengok u liao.....

yum cha someday ??????

PEACEEEEEEE

left speechless when communicating with kids

2009-02-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

as the title suggests,

i had a hard time talking with kids, age between 7-11

today ( 15th February)

my students, who are actually cousins to my kindergarden+primary+secondary schoolmate cum neighbour

went to my house with their cousins named Brendon and i-forgot-her-name

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D-L-Y

i repeat ... UNINVITEDLY

clad in my everyday home attire kept since primary time, i greeted them..

and patted Cookie... if u noticed my previous post, u'll know that COOKIE's a dog belonging to my students...

back to the story,

we started our conversation.. here..

Claudine : Hi Jasmin. What are you doing ?

Me : Playing games (assuming they dunno what Wii is)

Celestine : What games ? Computer games ?

Me : No. Wii...

Brendon : Oh wii... (like he knows it very well) How much is it ? What kind of games do you have, Jasmin ?

Me : *Paused for a moment* Errm, resident's evil...

Claudine : Just now we thought that house was yours. (pointing at my other neighbour's hse) Forgot which one is yours.

Brendon : I thought you shifted when your father passed away. That time i came to your house and i saw u crying. (he was referring to my father's funeral.. yup, he came and he was pretty darn just a kid back then) Thought you moved after the funeral.

Me : *Eyes widened in shock and dumbfounded* No lah...

Brendon : Your dad was shot.

Me : *Felt as if i was being fucked upside down* No lah.. Who told you that ?

Brendon : Your mom.. oh no i mean your Grandma..

Me : Oh.... really.... I see.... (really dunno how to react and say )

Me : Anyway, you kids wanna come in my hse (i pity them standing outside my gate)

Claudine : I go ask my mother first...

Eventually, the mother gave them the green light and so in they went... and i totally freakingly regretted my action of inviting them in MYSELF....

they were pain in both the neck and ASS !!!!

asking lotsa questions and they were pretty rude...

Claudine : Jasmin, why your house so creepy ? So quiet.. It creeps me out..

Celestine : your room why so dark ? (that's because i din on the light... *deng*)

although the light is on, it still is scary...

Man, they were so bloody rude for kids at their age...

to me, i was thinking they felt the creep because my dad passed away and in this house, there're oni me mama and grandmama... no other kids to make noise and we're all grown ups... so to these kids, my house is creepy when it should be D-U-L-L...

and btw, before i forget,

there was even once that Claud and Celes asked me if my mom was dead or not ??

their reason to that question,

I NEVER SEE YOUR MOTHER BEFORE...

please do allow me to say some vulgar words though i can't dedicate these to the kids cos i must ASSUME that they're still young so they dunno how to filter their words before bubbling out their thoughts...

FUCK IT.... WHAT THE HELL ?????????????

*******************END of my misery***********************

promise to update when i do have something interesting in my life..

2009-02-14T02:14:00.000-08:00

IN NEED OF INTRIGUING HAPPENING IN MY LIFE...

i told u...

holidays suck...

besides rotting at home and going for my usual teaching routine, i basically have nothing to do

but from 11th to 13th february,

i got the chance to spend some time with HIM...

summarizing things up,

dun feel like tellin every single tiny weeney details,

so here goes...

11TH FEBRUARY

went to mama's office and watch drama ~END~

12TH FEBRUARY

went couzzie's hse and played WII ~END~

13TH FEBRUARY

went genting till 1 am ~END~

haha.... nice blog hor ??

well there isnt really much thing to blog about lor... sorry..

BY THE WAY ,

I GOT MYSELF NINTENDO WII !!!!!!! yea... WII VS PSP and i chose WII

well.. what can i say abt this WII ??

it provides a platform for everyone to get together...

i tell u, i bought it during CNY eve and i din even get to play...

my couzzies were crazy over it and would come almost everyday just to play play play

and.. my young nieces and nephew would sit in a circle and shout scream and jump...

consequence of too much WII, my TV just went KABOOM...

no kidding... the TV cannot be used... yup.. that's right...

but no, mama wasn't mad at me... she said she wouln't blame me for it...

she even encouraged me to break the TV downstairs...

for some personal reasons... hehe..

SOMEONE GET ME A EAR SPRAY OR SOMETHING...

i must be hallucinating my mom saying tat...

but that's the fact i cannot deny... in short it means TRUTH...

that is how i define TRUTH to my F2 students..

speaking of which, i'm really starting to be very afraid of teaching nowadays...

the stress~ EVERYTHING~

BOSS especially....

but that's my RICE BOWL... guess i dun have a choice...

btw, my student's aunty's fren's son needs home tuition but i'm pretty packed...

do u think i should take the job??? well we'll oni crack the head in march..

the mother said, CALL U IN MARCH.... THINK ABOUT IT YEA,JASMIN..

ok i probably should give it a littlt consideration... hor hor ??? RICE BOWL u know??

ok la... update jor... kinda long also mah hor CHIN YOUNG ?? BENJAMIN LOOI ?? HAN SIANG?? MELVIN GOH ???

haha...... wrapping things up with

GET WELL SOON RIHANNA AND I WAN TO GO TO UR CONCERT LA !!!

STILL GOT TICKETS BOH ???

I SUPPORT LU......

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GIRL !!!!!!

help, anyone ?

2009-01-23T04:38:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG NEEDS A FACE LIFT !!!

super sweet.. thank u BAO BI

2009-01-23T03:56:00.000-08:00

with that kind of title,

the first question sure is WHO THE HELL IS BAO BI ??

hehe.. paiseh paiseh... my special fren.... ngiek ngiek...

how did BAO BI come about ??

let's do the maths..

BAO BEI minus the BEI + BI which is the short form for BABY which is also my nickname which oni mama calls = BAO BI

smart huh ??? ahha... i know i know...lame again rite ??? come on... at least it's DIFFERENT than

~BABY~

~HONEY~

~DARLING~

~DEAR~

hehe... and my nickname given by him ???

~ZHU BI~

why ZHU BI ??

i'm getting fatter every single day and he kept saying i'm looking like a pig already.... PREGNANT WITH 2 MONTHS BABY , which is acually my fat tummy... hate it....

why am i blogging abt him, u ask ??

well just wanna let him know, I SUPER MISS HIM...

5 weeks cannot see him oh.... having sem break liao...

I told u I WANNA SCREW SEM TWO... now u know why...

and i wanna highlight today....

23rd JAN 2009

last paper.... yippy yea yea... so as usual, woke up at 5 am and studied till 7 then took bath then straight drive to TARC to meet BAO BI (gosh i'm getting used to this nick)

then study study plus chit chat... till 8.45 then off to exam hall...

then do do do with much difficulty.... 11 am... everyone merdeka lu... but it was a silent one... lexon asked... WHY NO ONE SCREAM AND SHOUT MERDEKA !!!??

aiyo still small meh, i said.... kantoi him... hmph...

then me and BAO BI went ALPHA ANGLE for lunch and jalan jalan before the boyfren go back to hometown...

we ended up playing at the amusement park... like big kids la wei... haha...

but one word... it was FUN... maybe because i'm playing with him....

we played BASKETBALL (i suck in it) , CAR RACING and HAND HOCKEY...FUN FUN !!!!

then it was time to bid him goodbye for 5 weeks.... hehe...

while i was driving halfway , suddenly the phone rang.. it was HIM..

ME : halo?

BB : Eh (he calls me eh,wei,oi,pig bi)... you driving ??

ME : (with the of course-i'm-driving-u-just-got-down-from-the-car tone) yea la...

BB : i forgot to tell u 3 words...

ME : oh... tell la...

BB : I LOVE YOU...

ME : *chuckles* I LOVE YOU TOO.

woots.... damn it was sweet... i know it's normal but hey.. it's still sweet... gonna miss u bao bi... take good care of urself when i'm not with u...

bear this in mind

CANNOT EAT SWEETS DRINK CARBONATED DRINKS LIKE UR NORMAL MEAL.. I'LL SMACK YOU.....

END THIS POST WITH A PIC OF US TWO.... EDITTED... DUN WAN LET U ALL SEE HIM CLEARLY...i'm not really the like-to-show-my bf-off-typo... it's between me and him, get it ?? but if there's anything interesting, i'll blog and probably put him up !!!!!!

not happy with da boss...

2009-01-23T03:17:00.000-08:00

as the title suggests,

i dun like my boss....

for that one particular thing or conversation we had the other day..

21st Januay 2009..

~It was my response and coordination paper and like i said, i screwed it.Not having the mood and enthusiasm to teach that I was supposed to have, I went to Universal for my F2 English class.I didn't actually prepare well enough for the class but i went on like nothing happened.Faking a smile and greeted everyone including THE BOSS. Then, the boss started blabbling about his last hope of having his own private school which impressed me because the first thing that struck me was "WOAH HE'S PRETTY LOADED TO HAVE HIS OWN PRIVATE SCHOOL" and he was also saying that it was hard to find a big spacious land to build the school. Then he stated that if I have 5 years of teaching already, he will drill me and guide me to be one of his teachers, which again put me in a state of awe.

Then, clock struck 8.00pm and it was time to hit the class. Shiit... The students were again monkey-ing around in my presence. Playing notty tricks which i regard as being 14 years old sure like that lor... Then, as i started teaching, the class got outta control. And i started using my super duper loud-high pitched- voice to scold them which kinda worked. FOR THE FIRST FEW MINUTES AT LEAST.. And i sped up... It means I was talking with one breath... bla bla bla bla.... very very fast.. the reason, well my students will start to yawn and chit chat when i talk slowly... so i have to talk really fast to catch their attention (at least i know it works because the students quiet down everytime i speed up,that was my assumption )

Then, i came out from the class to photocopy homework for the class. It was then that the disasterous conversation began.

BIG BOSS : Wah Jasmin. You talk very fast oh. They can understand ah ?

ME : (with the exhausted and annoyed tone) I have to because the moment i sped up, they will quiet down. This class is out of control. The students (mainly boys) are very naughty.

BIG BOSS : Oh. They quiet down is because they don't understand you, is it ? *giggles plus a wicked-i-hate-to-see grin*

There goes my mood. The last 30 minutes of my class was all gloomy. My students might have noticed because they,too were very guai for that 30 minutes of "ordeal".

I seriously don't have a clue what i should do about it. Is it true that the students quiet down because they dun understand me ?

Am i putting my part-time job at risk of "FRIED OILY FISH" ???

i dunno... Mom assured me that it's nothing big...

"Now you know that money doesn't come easily hor ??? You need to face the not-so-friendly-plus-sarcastic boss and also juggle between study work and play time just to get that petty cash."

well, i totally agree with her... Well mom, thanks for the advice... and encouragement.. not forgetting too, the BEAR HUG u always give whenever i'm under pressure be it, exam fever or workload stress... THANK YOU... i love u mom.... ur HUG is always the best remedy..

And she did say one thing though... If u are really fired (please please dun!!!!) , then nvm lor... spend less eat less drive less lor... hahaha....

Then i added, ya lor.. By then, i'll be a NORMAL college student....... depending on mom for money which i hated most.... she has burdens of her own.... so u know what peeps, instead of crying over split milk, I SHOULD FRIGGING GEAR UP TO IMPROVE RIGHT ???

After tis post, i'll be so over it and move on...

~gahhhh... i have 5 weeks of holidays lu... use it to the max to see how to teach better...~

END THIS POST WITH A PIC OF ME IN UNIVERSAL

just for those who miss me... if u dun... BE IT

2009-01-21T01:30:00.000-08:00

still ur jasmin liew...

no changes be it hair wise or anything la...

miss me no more peeps... haha

syok sendiri... muaxxx

XOXO

i miss u guys.... thank u

2009-01-21T01:06:00.000-08:00

oh my frigging god...

it's been like weeks ????

woots.... i din update my blog huh ??

and ppl are starting to pop up in my chatbox "scolding" me for not updating..

bahahaxxx it shows that u MISS me alot more....

pssss, the word ALOT MORE tells u that i,too miss you guys alot..

thanks ben and chin young who neVer fail to read and asking me to update..

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what had happened to me in the past month u asked ???

basically ntg....

i din even get to go for countdown with my peeps on 31st of dec...

how sad is that,hor ??

and u know the reason to that ???

TUITION !!!!!!!!! it's either breaking me or making me....

well i say... TUITION kinda breaks me..... in a way that i dun have much freedom...

dedicate almost all my precious time with loved ones (yes u peeps out there) to my students..

haha... i sound so "mulia" but true what...

it's also making me in a way that... i earn $$ though it aint much...

i dun get to buy LV or PRADA with what i earn... well at least i can if i save... *drools*

i'm contented though..... i dun have to depend on mom financially which some say...

very independant.... will guys be scared of me since i somehow somewhat have my own

?? PART TIME CAREER ??? bahahahahaxxxx

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for JAN 2009...

same routine.....

work study slack work study slack.....

and to be honest withcha readers...

i did not freaking see my beloved peeps for like the WHOLE F**KING month....

like the heck???

and u know why ???

EXAM lor...... exam exam exam....

jan marks the end of my second sem and so to prove that we're geared up for SEM THREE before turnin seniors in YEAR TWO...

we had to take the big challenge... EXAM!!!!

and i'll say "SCREW YOU SEM TWO" on 23rd jan...

today's 21st... one last paper to go before i say TULUS....

and i take this opprtunity to thank DR.CHONG for the so-obvious-yet-i'm-stupid-to-ignore tips... kakakaka.....

should have listened to the boyfren not to burn the midnite oil because it aint worth it...

the exam = the midterm = the quiz = the obvious tips... darn...

~Analytical Chem~ also not bad..... at least no blanks.....

~Homeostatis and Excretion~ no comment.... at least i know i won't fail... LAME-i know

~Response and Coordination~ FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.... no need for elaboration huh?

~CAlculus~ Yet to comment... last paper on 23rd...

** keeping my fingers crossed that i dun fail my RESPONSE cos that will be so sad as i'll need to start paying for my college fees which i do hope i could save my pity pocket from...***

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now now....

something on the lighter side...

MOM'S GETTING ME A SUB CREDIT CARD !!!!

imagine that... having my own credit card... with my own name printed on the front...

how cool is that ??? well the credit limit is oni 1K lor....

trying to convince mom for 2K... wakakakaka....

UOB UOB UOB rawksssssss

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i wan to buy a PSP....

but nee said WII better...

ppl, i need ideas and suggestions.....

i need some entertainment at home la...

i'll be having a 6 week sem break after 23rd jan..

and the boyfren's going back to hometown... ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZ

my beloved peeps need to go to college... no time to CHOI jasmin liew... buhuhuhu

#do holla 017-817**** if u have time to yum cha with muah ok ??? to oni my loved ones ok?#

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here is my long post for a new beginning....

happy 2009 to everyone...

and Gong Xi Fa Cai to all...

i love u guys so much my peeps....

again i say , I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS UUU...

XOXO

to hoi seng

2008-12-07T09:10:00.000-08:00

pai seh.. i lost pic of the bear bear u gave me...

will post it up soon..

more pics of the prezzies i received on 26th nov...

if god can grant me one wish, it will be to have BROTHERS like u two..

2008-12-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

i've always yearned for a big brother or at least a sibling to share secrets and fights with..

however, it seems to be the most impossible thing since i'm the oni child...

even if i'm asking to be granted a lil sis or bro, there is no DAD for tat...

those who know, guess i dun have to explain the meaning of that statement...

nevertheless, god gave me an ALTERNATIVE....

the so-called brothers.. in canto, "kai ko"

these two monkeys...

hehe.... presenting... PAN CHIN YOUNG and HOI SENG (WAT'S UR SURNAME,HA?)

they have been effortlessly constantly lending me their ears and time...

hearing me out... words to words...

problems, one after another..

always asking me out for yum cha session..

just to make sure things are prefectly fine for me...

and tat SHABU SHABU experience...

though scares the shit outta me....

still, u two never blame me (though i must say, cy was blabbling alot)

CY : I told you the SHABU SHABU in puchong is different from the imbi one la.. u dun wanna believe... u see... wasted my

RM3 for that pathetic 10 mins of parking..and RM15++ for that drink..

dun ever ask me to eat in imbi...

FYI, we were sitted in this PLUS ONE SHABU SHABU in imbi with not much enthusiasm..

then the waitress, in her china slang came and served us..

talking like a bullet train.... man, it was bloody hard to catch a single word she uttered...

in the end, we ordered drinks... it was... err... correct me if i'm wrong..

SUGARCANE WITH SEA COCONUT...

which costed us a shockingly exp price of RM15++ and we oni managed to drink one small pathetic small glass each...

sorry CY for needing to pay the bill... and to be the one talking to the manager...

ouch, tat must have been a painful thorn in the butt...

and the moment u looked at me and telling HIM to talk to me and not u..

i know u were pretty pissed at tat annoying manager...

but all in all, mission accomplished hor ?? we managed to make our way to puchong with

much difficulties... haha...

and hoi seng, haha.. he was the sweet one.. consoling me... and sayang my head..

which really really makes me feel like a baby sis who's sulking... cos the BIG BRO was lion fierce..

thank u hollywood brother... hehe...

and itu ALEX... apa macam oh u ??

kept teasing me... haha... though u're not my bro like the other two..

still, glad u came along and be the goof ball among us..

do hang out more often with muah, ok ??? please ??? *clap clap*

end this post with pics of muah brothers... and SHABU SHABU IN PUCHONG..

bro no.1 : Hoi Seng

Bro no.2 : Pan Chin Young.. he's camera-shy.. bahaha

gahhh need a haircut...

I'M GOING THERE AGAIN TOMOLO... ANYONE WANNA JOIN ???

presents tat pocket a thousand of meanings

2008-12-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

i was tat girl who wished to be showered with expensive gifts and parties...

but what to expect from secondary schoolmates wor...

rite rite ??? all students ma...

so coming to college... i wasn't expecting much...

because we just came to know each other...

but i was wrong... and i should say...

this is the year i receive the highest number of presents ever....

they may not be the expensive presents i once longed for..

but they touched my heart like no others...

and the meaning behind every gift can never be conveyed in words alone...

they meant to tell me that the ones who have handed over those thoughtful gifts care for me....

their little gifts represent their BIG pure heart...

and money can't buy those messages...

darn me for being so materialistic before this...

i thank those who took time to shop for my gift...

who scratched their heads finding me the best gift ever.. thank u...

thank those who wished me from the bottom of their hearts...

thank u for sparing me that little time to wish me.... muaks...

i end this post with pics of every single thoughtful gift from those who never fail to care for lil ol' me...

stupidiest chic on 26th november...

2008-12-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

miss me ????? i know some do... rite chin young ???

so now i update lorrrrrr.....

well, first of all.... of course i will blog abt my "burfday marathon"

surprises... one after another...

man, was i the luckiest yet stupidiest chic on that day...

first, Cha Cha smsed me and said...

"Babe, ur present i bring to ur class later ok ?"

"Sure..."

then, 12pm sharp, i reached K203..

no 1 looked at my way, what more wished me "happy burfday" ?

so i told myself "nvm jasmin... u're a big gurl now... no wishes, wont die.."

then all of the sudden, Cha Cha came in with her whole groupies

with a GUITAR and choir team (hehe) and sang me HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

awww... so sweet.... i din have time to react by taking out my cam and start recording..

too stunned to do that.... but i cried.... it touched my heart...

thank u group A1..

at that moment, i was mad at my own groupies... hoho~~

thanks to cha and A1 lor.. if they dun sing to me, i wont be mad at A3.. (cheh-wa so bad la me,hehe)

still not satisfied... cos i didnt get to record down the guitar-singing part..

i went to the class A1 was having tutorials..

and persoanlly requested, A1 to sing again.. i know...

thick skinned... but then again... it's oni once a year..

so dun care... i want to record down.... hehe... sorry A1... love ya all..

then back to K203 for tutorials... all of a sudden, YK and ANNIE were gone from class

practically for 30 minutes...

i was totally oblivious to it... oni noticed when Ms.Chen asked..

"Where's Annie and Yee Khoon?"

coming to the final few minutes of Ms.Chen's class

she uttered, "Ok, u all say got sumthing on after this?"

OUTTA NOWHERE.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMIN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U....

there, from the back door, were YEE KHOON and ANNIE.. and not forgetting XEMNAS

when did he sneaked out from class ??? hmm

the point is, A3 purposely acted COLD to me...

so that i will feel disappointed...

they saved the best for last..

aww, they are all so sweet... wat more can i ask for ???

what was my wish for this year ???

same wish every single year..

"MAY MY FAMILY AND FRENZ BE IN THE PINK OF HEALTH AND TOTAL HAPPINESS always"

i thank U ALL A3 !!!! AND SPECIAL THANKS TO XEMNAS, ANNIE AND YEE KHOON..

not forgetting SENG CHUN (zi mui) and BING CONG for sharing my birthday spirit and cake together...

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ah-ha... where were my babes, u asked ??

i was wondering too...

let me reveal to u.. the messages i received from them..

(1st) HANG : happy birthday babe.. 18 years old lor... the rest are the common ones

but mentioned ntg abt celebrating with me...

well i understood her situation... assignments and exams...

so i din say much or asked much... i just replied THANK U AND APPRECIATE IT LOTS!!

(2nd) TING : HAPPY BURFDAY BABE !! TOMOLO I COME TO UR HSE AFTER MY APPOINTMENT IN THE AFTERNOON, OK ??

at least sumthing for a change... haha.... come to my hse wor... sure happy la...

(3rd) NEE ??? nowhere to be heard...

(4rd) RACH ?? nowhere to be heard too...

so sad... i was depressed... 4 babes i have but oni 2 wished...

and to make things worse.... remember the fight me and nee were involved in ??

i was thinking... was she really tat mad to let her ego take over her senses ??

well i was wrong.. it was my bad after all...

they came... not in a expected way though...

i was home at nite on the 26th...

time : 8.30..

suddenly my HP rang... it was from ting...

"I've reached ur house."

i was like "WHAT?"

opened the door for her and she came into my room

sat down and chit chatted with me for abt 20 mins...

she was still in her formal attire... telling me tat her dad sent her over..

so i believed... not suspicious AT ALL !!!!

but she was constantly tick tick tack tack-ing on her hp.. punching the keypad...

then she said... "Toilet break" and went out..

before she went out, she asked "Where's ur mom ?"

so i tot of going out to find mom since she was really quiet on the other side of the wall...

when i opened the door.....................................................................................................

LEOW WOON HANG AND TAN CHEW EE SCARED THE LIVING DAY LIGHT OUTTA ME !!!

there they were, with a cake in hand and cameras on the other...

man, i was shocked and numb.. then imagine...

i was running here and there with "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD !!!!!"

then we went out to the THAI restaurant just a stone throw away from my hse...

sat down and had dinner together... cam-whored...

that was when i realise...

TRUE BEST FRENZ ARE FOREVER... no matter how heated was the arguments..

or how long have we parted.....

our hearts always remain close....

thank u babes... thank u... seriously, ur surprise for me was one of the best and the unforgettable one for years to come.... THANK U !!!!

and thanks to those who wished me...

CALLY, SHI KAI, K7, CHIN YOUNG, HOI SENG, KIM HWO, KEN HIN, FOO-DOH, YYY, VINZ, JOSEPH, BEN,VENUSRE, MELVIN, PATRICK (FRANCE FREN, WUHUHU),JACKY (botak boi), KEN,KIN LAM those whom i might have left out but u are never forgotten... thank u all... muackss !!!!

update~~~

2008-11-29T17:21:00.000-08:00

omg, it's been a while since i last updated my blog...

well, what to do ?? assignments and midterm tests on the way...

anyway, will update as soon as possible...

really feel like talking abt the birthday marathon and presents i have received...

so sweet !!! got me hyped up !!!

peace... take care everyone....

legal~finally

2008-11-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

countdown to becoming 18 !!! 3 more days to go~~

ta-da... mom never fail to come up with surprise partay for me..

oni this time, she was busted...

thanks to ANN biu jie...

she came to my hse on thursday and asked..

"So SUN how ???"

KANTOI !!!!!

haha... but i turn over a deaf ear.. pretending i heard ntg...

sunday schedule---

8-12pm : Tolong Universal send flyers to every hse in the area...

(i apologise to Cheng min for being late and going back earlier... i hope u understand.... me and wan ting love u *angelic face* thanks for helping us with the rest of the flyers... sent u a message of apology.. hope u dapat lah ya ?)

12pm-1pm : washed up... and throwing tantrums.. because it was bloody hot..
sorry mom... really am.... i know i have been short tempered and throwing tantrums everywhere... sorry...

not forgetting, sent ting ting home...

1-3pm : reached Hung Kee... blur~~~ never tot mom would choose to celebrate here... never been here... so blur~~~ ??????

then jalan jalan to the table.... aik !!!

nampak everyone....

(1) Ta Yee and Ta yee jeong

(2) 2 yee and 2 yee jeong

(3) Erin and Eric (not forgetting little THONG yun jai.. hehe)

(4) Stephanie and Ann

(5) Beauty and Beautiful and their 4 kids

(6) 5 yee 5 yee jeong

(7) Canace Sophia and Fiona

(8) Kao Fu and KAo Mou

thank u all for coming... really... although it's not surprising that u're all there... still i'm happy to see u there... means alot to me..

shall not talk more abt the partay... simple but touching...

wat abt prezzies , u ask ??? eh HALOOO..

dah berapa umur oh ???!!!

cuma ader ANGPAU la... but Erin and Eric gave me a LOCCITANE hand cream and notepad... (weird) but acceptable..

i wanna present to u the birthday song they sang to me.. it's cantonese but i'll translate as much as i can...

ahem ahem *clear throat*

lei ge sang yat lei ge si (ur birthday,ur matter)

lei ge sang yat kwang ngo matt si (ur birthday is not my business)

lei ge sang yat lei gei si (ur birthday,ur matter)

end this post with of course..

PICS OF THE PARTAY !!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO

to who ??? to me ME ME ME !!!

Ann, Lala and Yuki

Kao Fu and Kao Mou

Fiona

5 yee and 5 yee jeongSophia
Ta yee and Ta yee jeong

Eric

2 yee and 2 yee jeong

Erin and Eric
Lydiaso KAO SIEW

Before
After

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Then it was CATCH THE DAMNED FLIES CONTEST !!!

Wa-la !!! there u have...... ur catch !!!!!! muahahahaha

BIRTHDAY CHIC SIGNING OUT....

peACE.... LOVE YA ALL !!!

the wound just gets deeper

2008-11-22T04:34:00.000-08:00

after receiving the much anticipated message from u...

it makes me even sadder...

u rather drag for days instead of settling it now...

i know it's just small matter but the longer u drag... it just becomes worse

i dunno what is happening there with u and i think u dun wan to let me know

too... i know u're sad... but so am i..

nvm la.. i tried... i tried mending things... i tried,hema...

after that i went thru my photo album in my desktop.. browsing thru the pictures we had together...

throughout the years we have known each other...

the more i see, i wanted to cry again...

look at what has happened to us now??

me writing emo posts...

without knowing how's life of the others..

is this what they say, frenz come and go???

i really cannot stand it...

i dun wan this to happen...

look at how innocent we were and how happy were the moments we had together

i miss those moments....

i miss NEE...

i miss HANG...

i miss TING...

i miss RACH....

i miss all the BOIIS...

i want u back...

i envy u for having the world with u but not me

2008-11-21T02:01:00.000-08:00

what's the meaning of friendship ?

in a little girl's point of view, it's abt playing together and jumping around..

once one of them pushes her down, she cries and cries non-stop..

the next thing u know, she is again playing with the others- happily...

in the eyes of a fifth grader, it's abt having sleepovers and going out with the family members of frenz..

once they do something wrong, like stepping on her brand new school shoes,

she will only say " I DUN FRIEND YOU LA"

but after a couple of days, there u have again,

them climbing on the hill behind their school.. racing to the top..

in the mind of a young lady, it's abt having that circle of frenz she love and trust with her..

laughing together, crying together...

she wishes tat the circle of frenz will never grow in size or decrease in number..

once one additional someone joins the group, it will never be the same because he/she has never bonded the way the rest did...

once the number decline, it will never be the same because they are losing one more heart to fill in with love and one more laughter to be heard..

but sadly, her biggest fear came true.. the clan that she's in is somehow "dead" and also her alliance clan is breaking apart..

it tore her heart apart and stimulated her water tap...

though she meets new friends every single day, the feeling is never the same..

the bond will never be like the one she calls "there's no other"

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i envy u for having the world with u but not me...

the world i meant is the world u and I together with the rest have created..

the one friendship we held on so tightly no matter how many conflicts we've been in together..

or should I say, I held on no matter how many tears i've shed and how long i've yearned for attention from everyone like the one u constantly get...

calls for a simple meal or even for a movie at the nearest cinema..

i've longed for those calls.. but it never came and i believe it never will...

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i stood up for someone i call my brother..

and because of that, i fought with another close fren whom i love and care for..

she never asked why and instantly in her mind, marked the "I'M SO PISSED RITE NOW"

she apologised but was it from the bottom of her heart, i never had time to ponder..

it broke my heart the moment she started a conversation with me saying "IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU DUN LIKE ABT ME, TELL ME URSELF"

she has never started a mutual conversation with me and when she did,

this was what i get..

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i never have enuf time for myself but i always put my frenz before me..

tell me u have a problem...

i will make sure that the least that i can do for u is lend u my ears..

i always get scolding from mom for not managing my time well enuf...

i can drive here and there to just pay frenz a visit...

but assignments never fail to be waiting for me back at home..

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though my mind keeps telling me, i'm doing it hoping for nothing in return..

but my hearts says " I WANT MORE LOVE FROM YOU ALL"

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a year has passed,

it's that time again...

where i wait and wait and wait for it to come...

because it's that only one time that I'm in the spotlight...

the outstanding one... the only actress with a script...

i wish for a happy ending...

but fate disappoints me again...

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i realise one thing...

they say TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE...

HAVING A BUNCH IS LIKE HAVING A STAR IN UR POCKET..

in my case, my sadness has affected the others..

first, my sole bestie who holds my darkest secret..

now has spread to all...

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i blame no 1 but myself for voicing out...

i will retreat if i am the cause of everything...

i will retreat if i am the bone sticking in one's throat...

i thank those who care...

i wish it was YOU...

someone told me,

"I AM SURE THEY STILL CARE.. THEY JUST DUN SHOW"

maybe.... but i'm tired to think about it already..

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i apologise to those i've neglected in the past...

putting oni this clan first in my list of priorities...

thank u cally for writing such a meaningful post for me...

thank u hoi seng for worrying about me and having sleepless night blaming yourself for not being able to help..

thank u ben for asking me "are u okay?"

thank u chin young for sending me the sudden message showing me how much u care...

thank u ken for reading my blog and asking me out this sunday (i will need to disappoint u)

thank u siong tat for still calling me your "BROTHER"

thank u kim hwo for hearing me out and ur present which u self-selected just for me...

thank u to joe for making me feel that our frenship is still mendable...

thank u kin lam for being strong and listening to my advice to stay strong.. makes me feel appreciated...

thank u roy (ken hin) for having lunch with me tat day although i wasn't in the mood..

thank u all who started a conversation with me offering me ur concern..

THANK YOU ~~ XIE XIE~~ KAM SIA~~ TERIMA KASIH~~ TOU JEH

and to those who knows about my gastric, be lighten up and worry not cos i'm eating normally with 3 meals in line...

i wont be going back to the doc for that-that's for sure..

been there thrice and done it thrice too..

i end this post with a phrase used by kim hwo everytime i tell him abt my prob..

LET BYGONE BE BYGONE

post to Nee

2008-11-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

is that wat u think ???

is this what u want ???

have u got any idea how important u are to me ???

how even the slightiest thing u say hurt me ??

u are my bestie... i share evverything with u...

and u are being so childish by saying tat u wont be going there and i should go...

have u got any idea how much i wanted u to be there to celeb with me ???

that was why i keep saying to u...

U NEED TO MAKE IT UP TO ME NO MATTER WHAT SINCE U'RE GOING OFF ON 26TH

guess it doesnt struck u how much i mean it for u to celeb with me no matter wat...

suen la... u just dun see what the problem is here.....

and i dun understand what u mean by no more calls/msgs/msn

are u trying to say u wanna retreat and dun wanna talk to me anymore ???

cos it looks like it.....

and again, u're being very childish to not wan to confront this problem with me...

i cant take it anymore

2008-11-20T01:15:00.000-08:00

i'm very sad....

i really am..

tearing up for a few days already..

i can't take it anymore...

i'm fucking sick of life...

i cannot take it anymore...

i know i'm being very silly...

for being such a baby...

but i am really under alot of pressure...

no1 can understand me...

no 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unlucky jasmin

2008-11-18T03:18:00.000-08:00

u see the wallpaper i had on my phone ???

that was wat Cha Cha wrote for me and set as my wallpaper..

and it was TODAY...... guess wat ??? i was indeeed.... U-N-L-U-C-K-Y

i guess i dun have to say much.... sob sob....

the story is pretty easy..

i wanted to reverse.... so wanted to change gear la

while change gear sure must srep on brake rite ??

instead of brake.... i stepped on the F-ING ACCELERATOR !!!

haih.... bang the back of a Myvi...

the driver came out and spoke to me..

and man, was i shaking...

passed the line to him (mom's on the other line)

bla bla bla... settled...

he'll let us do the reparing for him...

now... all i'm thinking is i'm guilty...

mom need to spend on my baby because of my freaking carelessness...

she said "THERE GOES UR BIRTHDAY PRESENT !!"

peace....

day-out with CHA CHA

2008-11-13T07:06:00.000-08:00

it wasn't exactly an outing or wat-so-ever..

i just kinda hang around in TARC with my beb, CHA CHA during our 1 hr break

ntg much... went to the cafeteria...

makan makan...

then all of a sudden... i feel the "urge" to get AISTERU...

it's actually the name of a iced ice cream, u know what i mean ?? i think it's also called SHERBET in proper english.. i think so..

wateva... so as we were approaching the kiosk selling AISTERU..

suddenly the siu jie went to the DIGI kiosk to buy reload card...

swt... what actually made me stood there is the free gifts..

because she was such a DARLING to be their customer..

she gets to go "FISHING".. i'm not kidding.. serious...

fishing for free gifts la...

then went over to my destination ~finally.. damn the weather's hot~

RM 5.00 for 3 cups... ~deal~

then putting one mouthful into her mouth, the silly head BLURTED OUT !!

"NOT NICE ONE... YERRR... NO TASTE ONE... YER... U CHEAT MY MONEY"

i was like, stonned and embarrassed..

the guy selling this seemed awkward too... haha...

he was like.. "Yameh ??? No la..."

what sorta lame answers la wei..

haha.... but man, CHA, u're one hell of a daring chick...

haha... my face turned tomato red... i know i know...

well, i wasnt really expecting that to come out from ur mouth...

haha..

then we sat down and chit-chatted...

wow, it's been a while since i last get to sit down with sum1 and chat abt

~bois~ ~bags~ ~designer clothes~ ~gossips~

it was sooooooooooo fun...

fun in the sense, i get to talk.... sumthing outta studies and co-cu..

my other coursemates have been asking me the same questiuon lately..

"Why are you so quiet compared to LAST SEM ??"

i simply answered... "Matured liao gua??!!"

the truth is... i really wanna talk abt none other than "JUST USUAL STUFF"

i cant stand it when u guys start talking abt studies studies studies..

wrong channel... sorry...

will try to catch up with u guys in terms of studies,ya ??

when i start STUDYING la.... haha....

end this post with pictures of the day...

ps : thank u cha cha for lending me an ear... and i appreciate the fact that u're comfortable chatting with me... telling me abt ur part of life... although u never mention it, but i know.... i'm one of ur BFF in college.. BANGGA!!!

reminiscence

2008-11-13T06:51:00.000-08:00

special request from muah mama...

pictures from back then till now...

spot the evolution...

they say " lui dai sap pat pin"

direct translation..

girls big 18 changes....

haha... it literally means...

as girls grow older, they change..

in my case, DRASTICALLY !!!

see....

made the wrong move

2008-11-13T05:49:00.000-08:00

yes, i'm coming clean...

I FREAKING WENT FOR SLIMMING COURSE...

like, OH MY GOD....

stop being dramatic okay ?? i waited for all these years...

just for this one chance to at least step into a slimming centre..

and i already have... BIZZYBODY.. no, i'm not saying tat u are ONE..

i mean i registered in BIZZYBODY to attend a 10 session slimming programme..

mainly to slim down the abdominal part of my body... u all know where.. *wink*

after oni 1 session, guess what ???

I GAVE UP !!!! YES, I GAVE UP !!!

why, u ask ??? because of their strict diet which i deliberately refused to follow..

and the fear of having mom find out abt my stupidity scared the living daylight

outta me...

the main reason,however, is that i dun get to eat normally !!!!!

so i went back to the centre and waited for NICHOLE (my consultant)

this is our conversation..

Nichole : Yes,Jasmin. How may i help you ?

Me : Nichole, I think I want to stop this programme.

Nichole : *eyes widened* Why?

Me : I realise my mom is being very suspicious lately because I was not eating much following the 4-day fruits diet.And seemingly, my mom is asking me questions as to why am I always late home from college. I had to lie to her always and I'm feeling that I can't create anymore coverline pretty soon.Can you,like errm change the treatment to products instead ?

Nichole : If that is the case, I will need to refer this matter to the HQ. I will get back to you soon. So, would you like to continue with your second session?

Me : *puzzled and showing the duh-of course not look* Nah... It's ok. Thank you.

Nichole : Alright. Take care Jasmin and I will get back to you, alright ?

~~end of conversation~~

haha... well it's been 4 days now and still no call from her...

well, she better make my 500 buckeroo paid in black and white worth...

or else, i'll be stomping back into BIZZYBODY and create havoc... hehe

now i totally agree with everything my frenz tell me..

slimming isn't easy at all... u have to seriously have STRONG WILLPOWER

not forgetting willing-ness to sacrifice yum cha time with frenz and family..

i can't, so i gave up...

and besides, my frenz said that i aint too fat...

so let it stay that way for a period of time..

until i'm a little older and ready to give it a second try..

GOSH, MY FRENZ WILL KILL ME !!! haha...

and be contented with what u have... forget slimming la...

makan lagi best !!!

now i can EAT ALL I CAN !!! without worrying Nichole would "sing" in my ears..

ending this post with pictures of me back then enjoying every bite

of McD... yummy~~~ muahhhh

and also receipts of the payment i made... and also the diet plan Nichole gave me...

let's pray tat they will be safe....

2008-11-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

this post is meant for grandpa's "babies"..

yes, his AH GIRL AND AH BOY...

why did we name his babies this oh-so common name...

haha... this will remain as secret between us two...

sumthing bothered me... his babies weren't eating...

dieting grandpa called... hehe

this has been dragging for days... and i feel...

sumthing's not rite.. and grandpa told mee.. the babies slept practically 24/7

weird.... so in the end, sumthing has to be done..

and the last straw was...

he has to release them...

when he told me that, i was sad... but again..

i think that is probably one of the most wise thing to do..

to see them die in hunger is a lot worse than releasing them into the wild..

i still wonder, are they still alive by now ???

*keeping my fingers crossed*

take care AH GIRL AND AH BOI...

ps : GRANDPA... please next time choose "older" kids aite ???

ending this post with AH GIRL AND AH BOI'S pic...

i know i know... they are just tortoises (correct spelling??)..

still they are our AH GIRL AND AH BOI... hehe..

7th november....

2008-11-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

happy burfday to an ol' fren

NOTE : I KNOW I LOOK NERDY... HEHE...GUESS MY AGE...

LIEW CHEW SHEN... she's really a bright student...

and now ONE STEP CLOSER TO STUDYING ABROAD..

i'm proud... hope u see this...

and not forgetting ANNIE...

muahhh to all...

SG WANG GRANDPA'S PIECE OF ADVICE...

2008-11-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

KIM HWO aka my SG WANG GRANDPA...

u said if i were to blog abt u again, u'll let me put ur pic... so here goes....keke

if u're reading this... just wanna say "i'll be guai... wont act boyish and rough in college... will be more well mannered"

hehe... but before i do so... since i was being rough and BOY-ish...

let me just upload these pictures on before i shed off my childishness..

hehe... just to "GIK SEI" grandpa for a bit... provoke sikit... keke

and all these "boy boy" words remind me of my CURRENT fav song...

BEYONCE - IF I WERE A BOY

[Verse] If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted (wanted) Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted) And everything you had got destroyed

[Vamp1] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong

[Male] You know when you act like that I don't think you realize how it makes me look or feel

[Beyonce] Act like what Why are you so jealous It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy

[Male] What

[Beyonce] What

[Male] I said yo Why are you so jealous It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl

[Vamp2] But you’re just a boy You don’t understand Yeah you don’t understand (oh) How it feels to love a girl someday You'll wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you’re just a boy

end this post with an even "chou lou geh" JASMIN LIEW

NOTE : I WAS ONI IN PRIMARY SCHOOL BACK THEN, OKAY ??

more pictures of the big groupie... muahhh

2008-11-07T05:25:00.001-08:00

decent all A3 gurls pic...

then the kao siew one... i said KAO SIEW la.. why am i the oni

ACTING DUMB HERE ??? grrrrr...

KINDERGARDEN class photo... very formal geh... gurls melipat kaki cantik cantik..
informal pic... but i..... haha..... i wasn't ready for this shoot...
my DAISY's trademark... hehe AI-YA captain.... aiya apa macam
CHI QIEN..
not peace pose la..... swt...

happy burfday annie...

2008-11-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

it's tat time again...

burfday... let's partay.....

before the big day i went to discuss with YK (annie's bf) on how to celeb with her..

and guess what he said..

"WE'RE HAVING BBQ ON FRI WITH GROUP 5"

i was dumbfounded the moment i heard that from his very own mouth..

like wth.... what about ur BELOVED GROUP A3??

what about us?? what about me ???

i know... both YK and ANNIE are closer to A5 than A3..

but neglecting little ol' jasmin...

i am not saying i deserve more attention or what-so-ever...

but dun forget, that i was there for u when u needed help most..

i was there when u needed an extra ear...

i was there when u two were at the verge of breaking up...

all i wanted in return is errm... well anything but negligence...

haih enuf enuf...

so i made myself an organiser yet AGAIN... and planned a rather simple yet fun suprise partay for annie...

VENUE : CANNES TEA HOUSE

DATE and TIME : 6TH NOVEMBER 2008, 4.30 pm

GUEST EXPECTED : 18 inclusive of princess-of-the-day

that means the whole group's going... YIPPY !!!

we have never ever gone out together as a 18-ppl groupie le...

but haih in the end, 4 gave it a pass...

so oni 14 ppl were there (still not bad la i expected oni half would be goin)

the plan was... when YK and ANNIE are on the way..

must give me a ring... so tat we have ample time to prepare the cake and

hide before the big surprise...

but before we could lit up the candles... they SHOWED UP...

we were all STONED... NUMB... haha... annie mouthed out " OOII ????"

it was really funny... and she gave me a BIG HUGGIE from the back...

i was like.. what happened? she KNEW... she knew that i did this just for her...

yippy.... thanks for appreciating my dear... thank u...

though plan spoilt by YK !!!

nevertheless, i said "the show must go on..."

then this video... hehe... damn funny... again i was the HOST for the day..

doing most of the talking and cracking most of the jokes *thank u thank u*

in a nutshell, everything was SWELL... give myself a hand....

ending this post with...

PICTURES OF THE DAY...

ps : sayang annie.... ur presence in college have definitely kept me sober...

have not been myself lately... always spacing out and lacking of mood...

thanks to u, i have a BFF to talk with in classes... and YK, although u kinda hurt me, but okay la.. i forgive u....cos i enjoy BULLYING u and i know..

i am also one of ur GOOD frenz in A3 whom u trust... *wink* muahhh to all

funny to be addressed as "my friend"

2008-11-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

responding to "my friend"'s 2nd latest post..

it's okay dear...

no biggie...

and really thanks for giving my blog a whole different "facelift"

hehe...

feel rather different yet so similar to the previous one...

haha...

still a lot better compared to last time..

brilliant thanks...

wanna go out with u all again..

this time, no where near restaurants... say, badminton maybe ??

ting, find some time for urself okay ??

ur resignation letter on the way..

today = 6th nov 2008

celebrated annie's burfday...

will blog abt it soon..

today no energy to do so...

bear with me ba...

muax.... ending this post with a simple...

THANKS FOR READING...

jasmin's biggest decision made....

2008-11-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

oh my god.... oh my god....

it was such a suddent decision..

i'm shocked...

sorry nee and ting for waiting for me...

really sorry...

i know u dun really like wat i've done..

but i really hope u'll fully support me...

cos trust me... i'm really scared and feel very alone now...

all i need is ur support...

please remind me to pay u back, ting...

thanks and sorry...

dYnaSOH's 21st burfday..

2008-11-03T03:51:00.000-08:00

ting, what happened ??

2008-11-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

to wan ting, what happened to u ???

nee smsed me telling me abt ur latest post..

so i read (okay mom translated for me)

and it arouses my curiosity...

i'm calling u later...

u better tell me what happened to u...

we're all bloody worried my dear...

kissing my students goodbye in 2008.. coming back for more in 2009

2008-10-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

the title says it all.....

i bid my students (just so u know, i'm a tuition teacher now) goodbye

today (29th October 2008) is my last day in PTU (Pusat Tuisyen Universal)

hehe... as much as i will be missing my students, i think i had missed alot as an 18-year-old too..

so i really need to do alot of catching up with my buddies.. wakaka... i'll make sure u'll be sick of me soon enuf...

anyway back to PTU.. today i didn't teach at all..

well their exam is over and so i dun think i need to teach anymore rite ???

i'm saving it for next year..

apparently, i'll be stuck with the same ol' kids until they reach PMR..

IF they still want to be under me...

some seem to like me ,

while some seem to be errm... spacing out when i asked if they would like

me to continue being their teacher..

haha~~~ i laid out my rules and regulations for next year as well as giving them

a rough picture of what to expect in next year's syllabus..

i know English seems to be a not-so interesting subject and often people dun go for tuition..

well, i'm working on it... making sure the class is NOT DEAD !!! will work even harder next year..

i just hope that PTU will not give up on me... i promise to be better by next year...

and i also hope that students would want me to teach... wuwuwu

anyway, back to my dear students... today TY (Tze Yong) was late...

and my other students who came in early told me that he would be absent..

i guess my expression did change and was so obvious that the others noticed..

then suddenly, BANG !! the door swung open and there u have it- TY stomping in.. hehe...

i was so excited.. my face lit up... *cheng cheng*

then we chit chatted... man, it was really fun...

they were really u know, cute ??? innocent in a way...

haha.... TY with his really funny and kao siew antics..

not forgetting EUGENE's pretty boyish looks...

FION with her all so pretty looks..

JENNY with the cute baby fats..

and NATALIE... well this girl is a bit weird... she's a bit slow in catching up with the others..

and she often tested my patience by being so rude.. i couldn't stand no more..

and i BAD MOUTHED her.. mwahaha.. no la i din.. i just went to complain to CHENG MIN..

i hope she changes her attitude by next year...

well i want to say... HOPE I DUN SEE HER NEXT YEAR...

but it seems to be a little too harsh and besides, the class is very small..

and losing one student do make alot of difference in terms of the size of class..

so forget it...

TY updated me on the daily news.... haha

the way he TRIED to speak in english to make me understand...

damn KAO SIEW... hehe....

i hope that i left u with good impression and the desire to see more of me is there...

because i do.... u have left me with ntg but sweet memory minus the times u've hurt me with

words u din realise coming out from ya mouth... i forgive every single one of u.. i really do..

be back to PTU in 2009.... muaxxx to all my students... and i wish u all the best !!!

i also take this opportunity to thank PTU for believing in me and CHENG MIN

for not just believing in me but supporting me all the way... Xie Xie...

end this post with pictures of none other than my beloved PTU 2008 ENGLISH FORM 1 time 8.00 to 9.30 pm WEDNESDAY class.... muaxxx

JENNY with the file and NATALIE with the bag !!!!

hawt mama- FION

*act cool* TAKE 1 - FAILED

*act cool* TAKE 2- PASSED !!!!! *clap clap*

question : Who's that ONE teacher that u adore most ?

YOU !!!!!!!!!!! who ??? MUAH....kakakakaka love u all so muchie...

a quacky presentation

2008-10-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

as the title suggests,

it's indeed a quacky presentation...

well Miss Sylvie gave us a task just last week to come up with individual presentation

and as usual, i slack and do things at the eleventh hour...

came up with the script on sunday and thesis on monday..

title of my presentation : BODY ODOUR

then while writing my script, something well i should say "brilliant and creative" shot up..

"why not get myself a rubber ducky to quack for me when i mention the word SQUEAKY

clean?"

tot of getting it from the market but turned out i aint got time...

so went to my student's hse for tuition - AS USUAL

oni to find out, hey my student has one very adorable DIGI-like rubberducky..

and it's actually COOKIE's (their pup, remember)

dun care whose ducky is tat, i freaking need it for my presentation...

how lucky.. hehe..

went home with the duck in hand..

showed mom.. and she said "WHAT???? DOG'S ??? GO WASH THE TOY..YEEEU"

so i did as she told, and guess wat.... the rubber ducky wont QUACK anymore !!

apparently, the hole is left open WIDE... i kinda accidentally pushed the little cover in while giving it a bath...

time was 8.30 pm MONDAY !!

where on earth do i have enuf time to get a new one...

jasmin- PANIC NOW !!!!! got hoi seng and chin young to onlinee...

telling them my head scratching problem...

and my dear brother-chin young offered to fetch me to tesco to get one.. hehe love ya bro !!

and hoi seng was well, SCRATCHING his head with me too... appreciate it sis...

then, cut the craps... my grandma got one UGLY DUCKLING fom neighbour..

though ugly, but at least it saved my day !!! hehe.. love ya MAMA !! muaxx

~on ur left, we have the UGLY DUCKLING~

~on ur right, we have hehe..... DIGI QUACK QUACK~

how was my presentation, u ask ?? stumbled upon some words... played with hair.. those sorta gestures, i dun think i need to explain~ i leave it to u to judge !!! peace... lazy to elaborate..

i end this post with a pic of UGLY DUCKLING AND THE NOT SO CUN GEISHA...

pity her....

2008-10-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

this post is meant for my babe, ting...

i read her post abt her mom who has been feeling under the weather lately

and not giving her full co-operation.. and sulking all the time..

well, i dunno much abt aunty (ting's mother)...

and i aint gonna say anything bad abt her too cos all in all she is still

a senior.. and i need to respect..

although ting's post seems like it's filled with anger and hatred..

i cannot say anything abt her because it is indeed her blog..

but all i want u to noe babe is, we are here to help u..

if u ever need anything... let us know okay ???

if u need someone to sit beside u and teman u drive, we are all willing to help

(errm i mean me la.. others i dunno.. hehe)

in terms of financial.. well, u'll get to be a licensed teacher soon..

so i wish u all the best... i will be rooting for ya... maybe sitting there withcha

and "beh chu lei" (jeling menjeling) hoho~~ give u the stress to work harder..

in terms of education, worry not.. u have me to help u with everything..

just remember to come to TARC okay (hehe promote TARC again)

love ya... be strong.. and God knows how responsible u are as a daughter..

bless u dear... and i hope aunty gets well soon...

with tat, i end my post with a family portrait of my babe..

(ps : ting, write ur blog in english la.. at least it's banana-friendly ma)

what's been going on lately ??

2008-10-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

suddenly everyone becomes so... i dunno... emo i suppose ??

everyone dear to me seems to be in conflicts here and there..

controverSIAL betul... gahhh my english is really downgrading la beb..

need some polishing up already... i'm starting to read again...

haven't been reading much lately so probably i should start buyin novels again

wasn't willing to spend the moolah just to buy em' tho but now

do i like freaking have a choice ??? hoho~~

anyway back to the conflicts and such...

to NEE (cee) and CAL (cally) , i'm rooting for ya...

hope to see more blogs on the brighter side..

i should stop being so emo with my posts too...

mom's rite.. who the hell do i think i am to even start being sensitive

about my peeps opening up to me... well we shall let the

skeleton be inside the closet and not purposely go and let it out okay ??

it's ur secret and privacy-i understand...

enuf enuf... something on a lighter note... mom bought a freakingly gorgeous

bag... eeeee jealousnyer...

i want COACH @@@@@ !!!!

arrrgh, anyone willing to get that for me ??? haha...

and not forgetting, CHERYL (the DCB1 cutie) congrats to ya...

u know wat i mean... hehe... klcc this thursday after class ??

peace... end this post with absolutely NOTHING... hehe...

2008-10-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

oh my..... found these very very very old pictures in my computer..

have got to upload it lor... sweet memories~~

when girls gone wild during class...

2008-10-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

it was freezingly cold inside the lecture hall...

so i brought in my meow meow blanket i usually bring along inside my vroom vroom

and then cheryl and cha cha start ABUSING it... haha...

it was hilarious... tat is what i miss being 18...

ta-da... here u are... video of cheryl clowning ard during lecture...

uncle leong annoucing the top scorer and the worst in DCB1

feel the motion... pity KK.. having to jump and do some light exercises for our experiment.. well u were the oni guy in our group.. so sorry KK

end this post with an editted picture courtesy of KAREN not mok.. but my homie from perak, MISS YAN YAN

eh no no i end this post with a picture of my HOMIE...

presenting.. charming KAREN

i think of u....

2008-10-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

thinking of u when i'm writing this blog...

u know who u are....

or u probably dun.. but when i post these pics on.. maybe u know who u are gua..

these are wat u have been yearning for..

puppies... and guess wat babe ??!! i get to hold one in my hands and cuddle it..

man, u are so right...they are just so adorable.. i had it during my tuition class

haha... dun u envy me.... dun~~~

look at how this cutie is resting on my lap... the name's COOKIE..

it really slept on my lap... how adorable... this is my student with COOKIE

not good enuf !!

2008-10-17T06:32:00.001-07:00

well, my results came out...

hmm.. how should i describe it...

it's well not too good...

but enuf to maintain my scholarship for the time being...

and i really thank all my frenz who believe in me and rooting for me...

and Hui Chin.... congrats... ur result was one of the best... geng !!

and also.. Kim Hwo.. my sg wang. grandpa...

kept saying i dun think i can do well de la.. bla bla bla....

turns out his result is REALLY GOOD... better than mine too...

i'm happy for u although i envy ur result... hehe..

well, i'm just lucky i din fail... and can still maintain my scholarship for the time being...

wat a coincidence...

all subjects related to the word PHYSIC is sure to be my worst subject ever wan wor... spm-PHYSICS.. diploma-PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY

no denial abt it... mom gave me the nod too...

sad case.....

nothing has changed...

2008-10-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

though we fought...

though we had bad times together..

no doubt there were tears...

but the joy u bring into my life is alot more..

i'm sorry for being sensitive..

and i'm sorry for saying hurtful words..

wish our frenship remains the same...

for nothing has changed before..

this i dedicate to everyone dear to me....

u know who u r...

results like mine... sad story

2008-10-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

today.. uncle leong (never like this lecturer) came in and showed us the list of As and failures in his subject.. cells and their organisation... and it actually made me lost all my mood and appetite... why cant he just let the result slip do all the talking for us... if u really wan to give the RM50 to the deserving one... why cant u do it privately ?? though i am happy for hui chin for having it (she deserves it) but seriously, i din get to eat because i was not in the A list.. u must be thinking that i'm having high expectations for myself.. or find tat i am the type who think i deserve better grades.. and my name should be on the white board together with the other A listers... u're wrong.. i dun give a damn if my name's not on the board.. and the A means alot more than just the 5 minutes fame... well i blame no 1 but myself for slacking and bringing along with me this 18 years of my life my freaking bad habit of burning midnight oils and doing things at the eleventh hour... but now i really wanna rant abt my scholarship... man.. how am i going to maintain my cgpa at 3.85 to continue getting financial help from college...

well, all i can say is... mama, i thank u for giving me the second chance (although u have given me many).. i promise u i'll strive even harder now... i really will.... and to someone in particular, please stop fucking bug me with ur continuous pathetic complaints... u're not the oni one having to bear with poor grades okay ?? i have more to worry than u do.. so fuck off... stop whining like a baby alrite ???

i use this very opportunity to thank those who believe in me... a big shout out to KEN,my mentor... CHENG MIN, my FIRST mentor.. my COLLEGE PEEPS who sit with me and day dream with me when i am in bad shape... my own BABES because i know somewhere out there, u're rooting for me... all my FRENZ.... my RELATIVES who never fail to tease me for bringing books along to everywhere i go... and last but not least, MY MOM !! thank u mom....

sorry if i have left some out.. u're never forgotten... thank u all....

feeling the gap...

2008-10-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

this happened years back where i feel tat i dun belong in a clan... god knows which clan am i referring to.... i have been preety emotional over the lack of love from this clan of mine.... mom said i dun belong there... because most of the time when there were activities, i could not be there.. and hence the gap between us... those were all the past... after spm has passed, i have tried my very best to catch things up with my budz.... but it leads to no use.... although we are close, but the bond between me and them is incomparable to the bond they have among themselves... sometimes i wonder, why do i have to double the effort just to blend in?? when others dun even mind if they missed one gathering or two... why do i always have to be in every gathering to make sure i'm not left out ?? why do i have to tire myself to go thru all these ??? the answer is obvious... i want more affection and attention from u all.... once, one family member of mine (my second family) said that i am a nerd and tat nerds dun go along with this clan.. i know it was meant to nothing but the joke... but dunno why it actually hit me hard... the case here was, i feel the jab.. he was rite.. i was a nerd back then.. and so whenever they see me in their gatherings, they would give me the shocked look or the blur stare... i am trying so hard here to redeem myself... but now, come to think abt it... why am i doing all these for ??? as the years passed, i've seen much more and have grown to be immuned to it.. to the lack of bond between us all.... still i put a smile and continue to strive harder to be on par with the relationship u all have between u guys... and u know what.. when it comes to secret... i believe there are lots of it between u guys that i dun come to know.. unless i figure it myself... why wouldnt u guys tell me abt it ?? the worst scenario i've seen is... my fren told all her babes except me... there are lots more of similar scenarios which lead me to think i dun belong... recently, i said sumthing really wrong and had acidentally hurt my fren... i apologised for my "joke" but isnt it the way u guys used to talk between u guys?? i'm tired... i dun wanna tire myself anymore... i have been finding the courage to confess it or to express it to someone but i realise i have no1 to go to.. even when i start to let it all out, no 1 seems to be interested... so blogging can be considered of the great escape for me... i dun wan any comment for this post at all... because it's pathetic... from now on, i shall not organise anything and will just wait for a call from u... and i no longer look forward to my burfday.... do u know ?? among all my frenz, i realise i am the oni silly head.. because i always look forward to burfdays especially my own... it may seem like a "every year" thing and no longer serve as a special occasion to u all... but it is to me because for this one day, i am the spotlight... and it is probably the oni time i feel tat ppl will feel my existence... maybe i'm plain sensitive... well... i am not saying that my frenz dun love me.... but they just dun love me enuf... peace...

more pictures~~ just for fun....

2008-10-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

i'll mix things up...

pictures of hang's burfday...

and the dim sum buffet..

just wanna keep my blog alive...

i kidnapped ppl's son for a photo session... hahahahahaha

family day

2008-10-12T03:21:00.000-07:00

because i dun have to give tuition anymore on weekends (yea!)

saturday will be my FRENZ's DAY while sunday is my FAMILY DAY

so apparently mom saw this ad in the newspaper saying tat..

Dim Sum buffet in Palace of The Golden Horses (did i get the words rite?)

very sedap la... bla bla bla...

so we all went just to try it out...

my cousin and her 4 kids, her parents, my 2 ye and her husband and muah and mom

well the food wasnt that sumptous.. plus there wasn't much choice..

i aint feeling the chinese cuisine...

so i ate very little...

wasting mama's money oni... RM 50 ++ inclusive of tax..

here are some of the pictures I took..

well i dun like explaining the pictures much...

so just enjoy the pics...

before i get to my SS pictures... here are the pictures i took with

mwah nieces and nephew

i wont be posting my ss pictures in this post...

just dun wan to...

that's all...

13th Oct Sushi King is having a promotion..

RM 2 per plate regardless of the colour of the plate..

it's a deal u cannot miss..

i wont.. so tomolo we'll be heading to Queenspark's Sushi King..

peace....

once upon a time in october...

2008-10-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

it was a saturday..

a very typical one..

the oni difference is i get to sleep throughout the day without worrying..

no tuition ntg stressful at all..

got a message from Hui Chin telling me she's going to Genting...

I am actually really happy for her...

because as u can see... she always say tat she has no money for entertainment..

so probably, this is her first time there..

well gurl, i wish u had fun..

then went for badminton with mwah bro (Chin Young)..

he asked me not to be late.. so i reached at ngam ngam 6pm

oni to know he wasn't there.. he reached half an hour later..

he kept apologising while i kept showing tantrums..

haha.. i was just making u feel guilty bro..

it's okay.. i wasn't mad at all..

but u made me walked ard the school compound lor..

here are some of the pictures i took in Nam Keung..

and here's the bro who made me wait for 30 minutes..

now now, my more natural look without any make-up on..

it'll be weird rite if i put on make up when all i want is to sweat it all out...

i din play my game well... and i'm sorry chin young...

i tried to be serious... but errm... well, i tried... sorry we lost the game...

then drove to hang's hse...

to be truthful, i din know the way...

but i tak mau tunjuk my stupidity... hehe.. still tried my luck..

and wa-la.. i reached without a single prob.. wakaka..

we had steamboat.. not many went... oni a small part of the big family..

here are the pictures we took...

guess wat, RACHEL BABE was there too.. after all these while..

missing in action.. glad to have u back..

if u were thinking, it must have been awkward having to see her after so long

u're so wrong.. our chemistry is still there...

hope rachel's reading this...

then it was chit chat time..

and as usual, i was the almighty LAUGHING MACHINE...

laugh non-stop.. hehe... i tried to hold back.. sorry, i was loud...

that was the end of my day..

the moral of this story is, no matter how long we have been parted..

going separate ways... our bond will still be strong..

because once a crony girl, always a crony gurl..

bear that in mind MY BABEZZ

end this post with some of my never fail SS photos...

whoopsy... me and my BLOG....

2008-10-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

whoopsy, leaked secret...

my babe saw my blog and.....

yicks.... she saw the prezzie we got her...

aiya... not fun liao....

nvm la...

just wan LEOW WOON HANG to know..

we care,love YOU!!! and always will...

been years... our frenship together... hehe...

some photos of the birthday parties we have been to together...

just tot of putting this on for everyone to see how much we've grown..

~2007~

muah's... celebrated in nee's aunt's restaurant ?? korean food..

nee's birthday eve celebration.. couldnt wait till the actual date.. i love to surprise her..

~2008~

Kin Weng's burfday... muahaha... we had fun, didnt we ?

kin weng even said he was shocked to see me there... like WAT DUDE????

nee's 18th burfday.. and i was't there... sorry babe... clashed with my aussie trip..

and why is HANG in their family picture ?? KACAU betul.. mau jugak masuk photo..

ben's burfday... after so long never see... at last... we're reunited.. glad to have u back bro..

ah tat and william's one... geez, where are the gurls ??? missing in action...

foo foo's burfday in july.. i'm really sorry bro... i wanted to be there so badly...

hope u understand my complication back then...

ting's.. made me sing her a burfday song on stage.. though PAI SEH but anything for

my darling...

see what i mean here peeps ?? we're one big family, u know ??

been thru thick and thin together as ONE and will always be

though time flies and we are all young adults now... i am not shy to say..

i love u all and thank u for being my second family all these years..

may our frenship last forever...

i bet there will even more burfday pictures to be uploaded in the mere future..

u just wait and see..

hang's one ON THE WAY...

end this post with some editted CRONY GALS and TS CLAN photos

p.s : i miss RACHEL... hope u're reading this gurl...we may be far but we are close at heart..

take care... with lotsa love from us... holla if u see this...

ur plain ol' college gal

2008-10-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

long lectures really sucks...

and i was actually excited about going back to college.. haha...

hmmm... i realise i have not introduced to u guys some of my peeps in college huh ??

PRESENTING

~Cha Cha~ she's the hottie in the whole DCB1..

no doubt she's hawt... even in glasses.. N.E.R.D

next, i bring u....

~Cheryl~ she's the cuttie in the whole DCB1

errm, well... she's... DEAD ???? haha...

now now.... isn't she adorable ???

combining the Geisha + Hottie + Cutie, u have....

then,

~Annie~ she's ur girl next door but but but... she's the fastest in TARC record

to hook up in college.. haha... the attraction~~

~Hui Chin~ the bookworm... no entertainment no hype... but she's one of the best in DCB1

~Seng Chun~ my Zi Mui in college... dunno how we became zi muis but we are.. hehe

back to the long lecture issue... man.. Tuesday and Thursday..

6 hours back-to-back...

crazy... and this is what u get...

haha.... here's a more eye soothing typo photo of muah...

the lecturers are.. u know ??? boring... lawak mereka dahlah not funny

i wonder how the other coursemates can actually LOL when they hear that COLD joke..

but this lecturer rawks my socks... she's an awesome lecturer.. her voice... woah...

and one more lecturer by the name Ms.Cheah also very good... ahhh... her jokes funny la..

but sorry no pics... if by chance i get to curi her pic, i'll upload it...

after class, i've decided to give Cha Cha a ride to the LRT station

cos she was.... errm.... having the Monthly u-know-wat pain...

before that, dropped by Music Society to pay for my keyboard LEVEL 2 fees of RM100

suddenly, Mr.Worm(Chong) looked at me and complimented on my top..

pleased to know cos i dun really like him.. he bullies me alot in class..

outta the blue, he asked.. are u tired all the time ??

blurly, i answered yea?? so??

sumthing's not rite with ur liver.. better go check..

like.. WTF ???!!!!

i hope there's ntg wrong... well, he aint the doctor rite ??

or perhaps, i should go for a body check up ??

bt i'm haemophobic....

aiya, see how la... if mama says okay body check up body check up lorrr...

end this post with a eye teaser... my leng lui BABEZZZ...

~Happy Birthday in advance to my Gurl, Hang Hang~

thanks for being there...

2008-10-08T07:30:00.001-07:00

8th October 2008

went out with my lovely babe today....

well i feel tat i have been spending a bit too much time with HER lately

shit.... am i ???? falling for her already ???

muahahaha..... been emo over my desperation for affection...

but thank u babe for being there for me when i need ur company

it was a pretty simple outing tho...

i had some haagen dazs vouchers...

so i asked NEE to dine in with muah...

went there a bit too early ! 9 am !!

but we still went for our BRUNCH... what's in the menu ?

belgian waffle dream (i forgot the name) and 2 scoops of ice-creams..

bought a pair of sandals.. for college...

i realise i dun have sandals at all...

RM 35.90.. pretty reasonable tho..

then went shopping... hunting for HANG babe's prezzie..

can't resist to not take photos with her prezzie.. oopsy rahsia terbongkar..

saw some amazing artistic exhibition in pav...

enjoy the pictures... it's totally 100% handmade and made of recycled items

went to KISS KiISS shop and my babe is going crazy over a dinasour plush toy..

but too bad... she's always OUT of cash...

kept on dili dele... in the end , i STOMP back into the shop and paid for it...

RM39.90... dear, just take ur time to return the cash...

dun worry, u're already in my penghutang list...

muahaha... jk jk.. as long as u like tat toy...

then left with oni RM12.00, nee belanja I makan KEBAB..

how lovely... hehe...

enjoyed chit chatting with her... be it gossips or just plain ol craps..

i do enjoy... looking forward to te big reunion this SATURDAY !! yahoo...

end this post with some camwhoring photos of muah...

hoho~~

bringing out the guts in me...

2008-10-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

hi guys...

miss me ???

sorry but i have been slacking away..

didnt know wat to blog about..

well actually i have alot to blog about just dun got the mood to do so...

sorry to those who have kept on pushing me to keep this blog ALIVE...

hmmm.... i think i'm starting to regain my confidence...

thanks to this hairstyle... i feel more ALIVE and reborn.. rejuvenated??

more pictures of me in straight hair...

now i actually like taking SS pictures..

now my babes will not be mad at me for shying away from the camera..

love me more my dearZZ..

muhahaha...

Maggi mee vs. Spaghetti

2008-09-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

i still remember this lame joke abt maggi mee and spaghetti

one day maggi mee and tai bao (big pau) were crossing the road...

then maggi mee went and pushed tai bao to the middle of the road

and ran off...

the next day, tai bao together with its heng dai zi mui

went and bashed Spaghetti up

Spaghetti : Hey, that's not very nice ? why are u bullying me?

Tai Bao : dun think u rebonded urself.. i dun recognise u ah MAGGI MEE !!

why am i telling u this lame joke ??

well, i was once named Maggi mee for owning curly hair just like maggi mee..

and guess wat ??

after 2 years of having stupid hairstyle..

i've gone from maggi to spaghetti..

look~~

which one works best on me ??

i need ur comments... pleaseeeeee

Travelling as an integral part of muah life (part V)

2008-09-28T21:51:00.001-07:00

DAy 5 (21st September 2008)

it's the last day of our australia trip...

and guess wat...

it's a 6 hour-free and easy day...

no plan no ntg....

so i used my time to sleep...

they made us check out at 11 am

so i slept on the couch in the lobby...

pathetic... dunno wat to do ma...

then all of a sudden..

my random groupmates..

asked this dude to accompany me to play "Infinity"

it's basically a dark maze and u have to find ur way out..

remember, oni one exit... and lots of mirrors to confuse u

it was too dark that i have no choice but to...

HOLD HANDS with a dude i just got to know a few mins ago

so damn embarrassing but we're both scared of the dark

in the end, we enjoyed ourselves despite the errm....

p.s: thanks mama for turning ur back when i asked u to teman me..

haha... no la... it's just tat it's kinda costly if we go there together..

approximately RM120 just for a 20 mins "ordeal"

the weird part is.. both our moms (his and mine) together with the others

were chit chatting when we were "playing"

his mom : where did Aric go ?

the others: oh he went to touchie touch touch with a gal..

his mom : wat touch touch ah ? need to touch how long ?

the others : about 20 mins...

his mom : aww... touch like tat need how much ?

the others : (laughing out loud) abt $24..

my mom : (worried sick)

well Aric's mom did not realise that the others were actually making fun of the things

she said abt muah and her son...

pity Aunty... but it was Joke of the day..

coming back ppl would ask me

"how was it ? were u molested ??"

"got taken advantage of ?"

like wat the hell ???

haha... guys, it wasn't exactly tat dark till we'll bump into each other

or touch here touch there la...

dirty minded fellaz... love u guys so much...

though u guys are older than me..

but u were the kids in the bunch..

then it's time for our last dinner in aussie before returning to m'sia..

then it's bon voyage to us again..

buhbye aussie and halooooo malaysia...

overall , i did enjoy myself in aussie..

in terms of itinerary... lame..

will i be returning to Surfers Paradise ?

maybe when i learn surfing, i would...

that's all for my semester break vacation...

the things i miss most outta this trip aint the aussie experience

but the frenz i met and the laughter we shared..

brought the kid in me... i've always tot being 18 means i need to be matured

but after knowing the older ppl i call my frenz...

i realise.. age shouldnt limit u to be someone u dun wish to be..

apart from the older frenz i met, there were also these two sweethearts

who melted my heart... i miss them..

even asked them for huggies before we went our separate ways

the girl's oni 5 and already talking like the future debater

the boi's oni 3 and already know how to flirt with chicks.. hehe

travelling as an integral part of muah life (part IV)

2008-09-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

DAY 4 (20th September 2008)

went paradise country and harbour town today

to those who think this is fake... think again... it's real koala... and i took a picture with it.. but because it look too fake and very much like a "graduation" picture... dun wanna post it ler..

performance.... the gurl's in our group... so proud of her to be chosen as part of their act.. i wish i was hand picked... buhuhu

sheep shearing

harbour town is just a shopping paradise with outlets like Nike, Adidas, Converse etc etc...

***~~END OF DAY 4~~***

travelling as an integral part of muah life (part III)

2008-09-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

aiya... oni 3 posts and already i'm feeling bored of blogging... i was like... will ppl read my blog ?? if no then lazy to blog la... so

DAY 3 (19th September 2008)

pictures say it all... went to Movie World...

mom said this is better than Dream World...

just because there are all these silly looney toons bla bla...

and no i dun agree....

not much to play there...

probably it's because i din get to play with my frenz..

mama is a scaredy cat... so had to play with other just-got-to-know senior frenz...

not tat i dun like them but the feeling of playing it with ur buds is 100x better than with the rest

enjoy~~

after playing, bought some souvenirs... for errm... myself... ok fine.. i'm sorry guys...

but i oni managed to buy some car accessories for myself...

i'm pretty broke...

dinner time !!!!

f**k it...

I AM SO GONNA BOYCOTT MALAYSIAN FOOD and the organizer(u know who)...

sick of it man... all the way to aussie and u give us malaysian food ???

***~~END OF DAY 3~~***

Travelling as an integral part of muah life (part II)

2008-09-22T20:51:00.001-07:00

DAY 2 (18th September 2008)

Reached the Coolangatta airport at approximately 7.45 am aussie time..
the airport din look very interesting so no pictures...
it looks pretty much like our very own LCCT..
so went thru the immigration..
and oh my...
it was so scary because they were strict...
and when i mean strict.. i mean REAL strict...
but me and mama were the lucky ones because they did not "ransack" our luggage like they did to the others..
so while waiting for the others.. took some random pics with the buses around..

time showing 8.15 am (from now onwards time shown will be aussie time aite)
still early to get to our hotel..
so Stuart (our tour guide, he's Malaysian btw) took us to Point Danger..
sounds interesting , doesn't it ?
but hey... i have no comments.. let the pictures do the talking for me...

next stop, Honey World...
what would probably come across ur mind when they say Honey World?
honey ?? BEES ??? of course rite ?
but guess wat peeps ?
there ain't a single sight of bees !!!
there stood this shop selling all sorts of honey.. and that was it...
u have macadamia flavour, yellow bark, etc etc...
so sad...
wanna take pictures of the shops but mama said some shops dun allow photo taking..
so refrain mahSelf from taking pictures..
took a pic with our bus driver instead... BIG NORM

then time to go to our hotel... but before that it was yum cha session at this restaurant just opposite our hotel.. the name's Golden Fortune...
gave us dim sum wor....
haloo we din fly all the way here just to taste Malaysian food la...
pathetic...
din care much just makan a lil...
then me and mama went back to our hotel by ourselves..
the name of this hotel is Courtyard Marriott... mama tot it's a chain of the Marriott hotels..
so i was like... woah.. 5 star hotel... and wa-la... this is what u get...
disappointing yet again..

maybe i was expecting too much...

but this hotel is just too simple...

time showing 1.15 pm...
dinner was scheduled at 7 pm..
so ntg to do..
we slept our way thru the afternoon.. at around 4 pm..
got up washed up and got ready to take a stroll around Surfers Paradise..

dinner time....
Stuart said the restaurant is just across the street..
since it's walking distance... we walked there..
and that walk turned out to be a waste....
ANOTHER FREAKING MALAYSIAN RESTAURANT...
wassup with all the steak ? pork hamburgers that u dun get to eat in malaysia ?
DOUBLE PATHETIC-NESS..

sat with all these ppl that u dunno...
sucks... cos no topics in common to talk abt.. but guess what... i saw someone familiar there..
they look so alike... it's hard to say it's not the same person (it's not btw)
cochraneans.. i wan u to play the "Guess Who He Is"

then walk around Surfers Paradise again and took some pictures of the nite scene..
~enjoy~

went back to our hotel by around 9 sumthing pm..
still early to go to bed...
so switched on the tv..
there was MTV and Prime which features hollywood movies..
not bad... at least there's sumthing to kill time...

***~~END OF DAY 2~~***

travelling as an integral part of muah life

2008-09-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

recently, i went to australia
specifically the state of sunshine---> Queensland..

now i will tell u more abt my trip.. (damn why do i always have to sound so formal)

cut out the craps..

straight to ,

DAY 1 (17th September 2008)

LAst day of my paper...

it was ENERGETICS

i was still having the exam fever...

look O_O

u can actually tell tat it was a last min revision

all done in just one day... sigh... still the same old f-ing habit

but in the end,

i think i did a pretty decent job

now can oni keep my fingers crossed and let God do His magic.. *wink wink*

then, got ready for my "Redang" trip.. hoho~~

had to tell grandma i was going to redang because if i were to tell her it's Aussie, she'll kill me with her music...

initially, mama told me we were taking the cab but guess what, it turned out to be my cousins and her family who brought us to LCCT (balia we took airasia and not malaysia airlines)

they came at approximately 4.30 bt our flight was at 9.25..

so much time left so we decided to go kill time at a very ciplak mall, Endah PArade

we did ntg but go round and round and round the "dead" complex...

then it was time for dinner... time showing "6.15" everyone was still so laid back...

makan makan talk talk... time showing "7.00" man time flies...

now everyone panic...

my cousin sis's husband (in canto he's my Biu-Jie-Fu aka beau-ti-ful) was speeding...

120 km/hr......140km/hr......180/hr.... fuyoh... yet his mercedes was solid.. cant even feel the car drifting...

along the way, there was this KENARI which kinda got on his nerves.

"How can a Kenari drive faster than my Mercedes?"

then the car picked up speed AGAIN...

yicks... SHARP CORNER !!!!!!!! EMERGENCY BRAKE... ARGHHHHH

we were flung left to rite and rite to left... it was scary... i tot we would end up UP THERE and not aussie...

in the end we reached, SAFELY... phew...

time showing 8.30

ngam ngam cantik....

hehe... checked into the immigration bla bla....

waited... and waited....

then it was time to get into the plane...

hey airasia wasnt tat bad after all...

well airasia sucks in terms of space but speaking of airasia X , it's a lot more spacious..

sorry i din take any photos of the plane.. wasn't in the mood to do so...

take off was smooth... so ntg to be scared of.... time to snooze inside the cabin...

8 and a half hours flight.... boring... sleeping is the best...

Samsung was actually considerate enuf to order comfort set for us which includes a neck pillow,blanket and also a eye mask (pictures soming soon)

i was so happy when they gave me the comfort set...

typical malaysian style ma...

free things.... pheeewit...

**~~end of DAY 1~~**

the curtain-call

2008-09-21T19:29:00.002-07:00

before i begin,

just a brief intro,

i know it's lame,

bear with me,aite ?

i promise u

more interesting posts will follow suit..

u will just have to stay in to find out more...

presenting,

Jasmin aka the siu jie aka princess

why they call me siu jie, u ask ?

well i can't stand the heat nor can i ever stop complaining abt hardship..

i admit i admit... puteri lilin is wat i am..

but hey, at least i never give up midway...

so stop calling me siu jie already,peeps !!

wat else ?

well i'm a very frenly person..

warms up very fast...

and cracks a joke whenever i can...

some think i'm flirtatious,

but those who know me well think otherwise..

but then again, who knows what they think ?

oh well, at least i stay true to who i am....

on the other hand, i am also very childish...

u will understand when u know me more..

my immature antics come out naturally...

without me noticing....

and last but not least,

i am a N.E.R.D

i bring my book to everywhere i go..

from cousin's hse to the restaurants.. even the place where u poo poo (just kidding,my books smell good)

ask my frenz and family members ,

when would i ever leave without a book in hand...

it does make me feel better knowing tat i have a book in hand though i dun open it and read..

mau jugak segak ma... ppl say PRETEND aje...

either way, cant seem to change the habit...

so i apologise if u think i'm showing off my diligence..

that's just abt everything i can tell u abt my character..

u can always send me comments to tell me more abt myself

those u like and those u dun...

i'm very open...

so just spill the beans,ya ??

alrite..

now a lil bit abt my current life...

turnin 18 this year (been reminding mahSelf i'm legal cos i can practically do anything at 18... hoho noty noty)

dun forget mah burfday dearzzzz, 26th november... forget the wishes.. show me the presents

currently staying with mah mama (love her to death, she rawks my world)

not forgetting mah grandma

and also the lil kiddozz and my uncle and aunty la... (they dun live with us but they come everyday)

STATUS : SINGLE (meant to put it in BOLD letters because i'm desperate T_T)

ok this is getting alot longer than i have expected.. i'll stop here.. and as promised.. more to come... hang on and i'll see u in my chat box and do send me some comments please.... xie xie...

with tat i take a bow and curtains closed....